One of my life long goals is to travel the world. Korea will be my first stop.
Although i've been here before during 6th grade which was a great time, it's different now in Korea. I appreciate the culture more and the country itself has changed a lot since then.
Fob transformation has begun. I bought glasses here cuz my mom wanted me to so first phase of fob is complete. I now need a pama and some grammatically incorrect english shirts matched with some tight pants and im golden. Korea doesn't accept gays that well but it's so weird to think that in America the style of clothes here is "gay-ish".
I've only been here 2 days and i've eaten so much. From eating at really expensive and fancy places and side street gems, everything has tasted fantastic. I had 복 yesterday, some kind of fish stew where they chop the fish right before to show u it's fresh. But after being chopped up the fish were sitll moving. Ill upload the video when i get back to Korea.
I hope to eat alot and blend into the culture. I already see my korean improving by just being around people who can only speak korean. I still need a translator at times and my korean txt messages are written incorrectly.
I have around 18 cousins here just from my mom's side and all of which are married with most who have babies already. Im the youngest out of all my cousins. Everyones so old. So weird......
I caint wait till John gets back from Cambo so we can start eating dog soup and slapping hoes.
Anyway. Now is the start of my lifelong journey and i hope this blog can help all of you see,feel,smell,taste, and hear through my mind.
Good bye~
Friday, December 19, 2008
Xanga
Posting random xanga entries i thought was important to me.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
WOW
I started working at the moshulu. Man i love it there. After workign at so many different places and realizzing how poorly they were managed I think it makes me appreciate the moshullu so much better. Not only because the other interns and I got to eat for free teh past two nights but because of how awesome the people are. They know everything, the way they itneract with customes and employees is just awesome.
So Moshulu is a fine dining rest. in a ship. On top of the ship they open a outdoor dining area and bar for the summer. Parties, conference centers, bahr mitzvah, weddings go on left and right, (on the boat, in the boat wherever). Kanye had his party with over 1000 people on the ship this past weekened. But anyways since its seasonal they hired a whole new staff and they had a family and friends dinner where employees' family and friends come to eat. The servers did a mock run so that they can see what they are doing wrong. They didnt have aenough peopel to come in so the interns got to sit down and eat tonight and yesterday night. Until tonight i never had a bottle of wine that cost more than $15. Tonight i had a $100 bottle of cabernet sauvignon and a 2004 Opus which costs $275 a bottle. I AM IN LOVE WITH WINE NOW. It was also demanded that i get a speciality coacktail and try out an appetizer entree and a dessert to make sure the chefs got practice at well. Just counting tonights bill, I should have payed at least $140 plus tip which is like $28 costing a total of 168 just for tonight. Not including the 60 dollars from yesterday as well.
I know not everydays gonna be like this but i heard they treat everyone super well. This is the reason why the service is so great because the employees love working here. I'm so excitied =D
WOW
I started working at the moshulu. Man i love it there. After workign at so many different places and realizzing how poorly they were managed I think it makes me appreciate the moshullu so much better. Not only because the other interns and I got to eat for free teh past two nights but because of how awesome the people are. They know everything, the way they itneract with customes and employees is just awesome.
So Moshulu is a fine dining rest. in a ship. On top of the ship they open a outdoor dining area and bar for the summer. Parties, conference centers, bahr mitzvah, weddings go on left and right, (on the boat, in the boat wherever). Kanye had his party with over 1000 people on the ship this past weekened. But anyways since its seasonal they hired a whole new staff and they had a family and friends dinner where employees' family and friends come to eat. The servers did a mock run so that they can see what they are doing wrong. They didnt have aenough peopel to come in so the interns got to sit down and eat tonight and yesterday night. Until tonight i never had a bottle of wine that cost more than $15. Tonight i had a $100 bottle of cabernet sauvignon and a 2004 Opus which costs $275 a bottle. I AM IN LOVE WITH WINE NOW. It was also demanded that i get a speciality coacktail and try out an appetizer entree and a dessert to make sure the chefs got practice at well. Just counting tonights bill, I should have payed at least $140 plus tip which is like $28 costing a total of 168 just for tonight. Not including the 60 dollars from yesterday as well.
I know not everydays gonna be like this but i heard they treat everyone super well. This is the reason why the service is so great because the employees love working here. I'm so excitied =D
Friday, May 16, 2008
i love her
Liu Yifei - from the "Forbidden Kingdom"
Although this was probably one of the worst movies ever. This girl was so pretty! She was born in 1987!
im gonna find her and marry her (demanding the marriage that is)
i love her
Liu Yifei - from the "Forbidden Kingdom"Although this was probably one of the worst movies ever. This girl was so pretty! She was born in 1987!
im gonna find her and marry her (demanding the marriage that is)
Sunday, May 04, 2008
old testament
I never appreciated reading the old testament. It always felt more like a history book then it did as something like the word of God. But it's so powerful. Some of the deuterocanicals are really inspiring as well.
Sirach 6:5-17TRUE FRIENDSHIP
5 A kind mouth multiplies friends, and gracious lips prompt friendly greetings. 6 Let your acquaintances be many, but one in a thousand your confidant. 7 When you gain a friend, first test him, and be not too ready to trust him 8 For one sort of friend is a friend when it suits him, but he will not be with you in time of distress. 9 Another is a friend who becomes an enemy, and tells of the quarrel to your shame. 10 Another is a friend, a boon companion, who will not be with you when sorrow comes. 11 When things go well, he is your other self, and lords it over your servants; 12 But if you are brought low, he turns against you and avoids meeting you. 13 Keep away from your enemies; be on your guard with your friends. 14 A faithful friend is a sturdy shelter; he who finds one finds a treasure. 15 A faithful friend is beyond price, no sum can balance his worth. 16 A faithful friend is a life-saving remedy, such as he who fears God finds; 17 For he who fears God behaves accordingly, and his friend will be like himself
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
...Waiting...
This big spanish homework assignment, 7 page paper, and one final stands in the way of this semester being over. This year went by superfast with nothing to great i would be able to share. I feel like my bartending job was so long ago. I'm back to being broke. I need to be more fruitfull with my money. I also need to build up my vocab. Joes been studying GRE's and i've realized how many words i dont know. We've been picking random words for the day and using them thorughout the day haha. Banal and Exigence have been engraved in my head.
I'm excited for the summer. I caint wait to learn and i hope i do learn a lot. I do however regret that it is back in philly. I've been wanting to travel a lot lately. I think it might be the fact that im searching to start a new. I guess after going to gradeschool then highschool and now college, my body is looking forward to a different enviroment? ... I really wished I got the chance to study abroad. Grad school is looking a lot more attractive because of the fact it gives me an excuse to adapt to a different setting (by maybe tavling out west?). I've been talking to a lot of seniors and they seem to say that they need to get out of here but the same time wanna stay a bit longer. I'ts confusing but i know what they mean.
It's good to start a new and sometimes i feel it's needed. Tonight i will be hanging out with my lost highschool friends. I've always felt like i ditched them. It's so hard to see people on a regular basis. You really need to go out of your way to meet up with a person. haha i hate that.
Gluck to all with finals
This semester was so relaxed for me
old testament
I never appreciated reading the old testament. It always felt more like a history book then it did as something like the word of God. But it's so powerful. Some of the deuterocanicals are really inspiring as well.
Sirach 6:5-17TRUE FRIENDSHIP
5 A kind mouth multiplies friends, and gracious lips prompt friendly greetings. 6 Let your acquaintances be many, but one in a thousand your confidant. 7 When you gain a friend, first test him, and be not too ready to trust him 8 For one sort of friend is a friend when it suits him, but he will not be with you in time of distress. 9 Another is a friend who becomes an enemy, and tells of the quarrel to your shame. 10 Another is a friend, a boon companion, who will not be with you when sorrow comes. 11 When things go well, he is your other self, and lords it over your servants; 12 But if you are brought low, he turns against you and avoids meeting you. 13 Keep away from your enemies; be on your guard with your friends. 14 A faithful friend is a sturdy shelter; he who finds one finds a treasure. 15 A faithful friend is beyond price, no sum can balance his worth. 16 A faithful friend is a life-saving remedy, such as he who fears God finds; 17 For he who fears God behaves accordingly, and his friend will be like himself
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
...Waiting...
This big spanish homework assignment, 7 page paper, and one final stands in the way of this semester being over. This year went by superfast with nothing to great i would be able to share. I feel like my bartending job was so long ago. I'm back to being broke. I need to be more fruitfull with my money. I also need to build up my vocab. Joes been studying GRE's and i've realized how many words i dont know. We've been picking random words for the day and using them thorughout the day haha. Banal and Exigence have been engraved in my head.
I'm excited for the summer. I caint wait to learn and i hope i do learn a lot. I do however regret that it is back in philly. I've been wanting to travel a lot lately. I think it might be the fact that im searching to start a new. I guess after going to gradeschool then highschool and now college, my body is looking forward to a different enviroment? ... I really wished I got the chance to study abroad. Grad school is looking a lot more attractive because of the fact it gives me an excuse to adapt to a different setting (by maybe tavling out west?). I've been talking to a lot of seniors and they seem to say that they need to get out of here but the same time wanna stay a bit longer. I'ts confusing but i know what they mean.
It's good to start a new and sometimes i feel it's needed. Tonight i will be hanging out with my lost highschool friends. I've always felt like i ditched them. It's so hard to see people on a regular basis. You really need to go out of your way to meet up with a person. haha i hate that.
Gluck to all with finals
This semester was so relaxed for me
Friday, April 25, 2008
Lost in Translation
As machines and touch screen computer screens save costs on payroll As receptionists transform into nothing more than an answering machine As technology increases to make appliances quicker and life easier As communications through internet increases As searching for love relying on statistical matches like "E-harmony" arises,
Dont you think people interactions will be destroyed?
I think irony sets in as I write these thoughts of mine through a web-journal and not face to face with a group of friends, cuz that would be random and a "where did that come from?" moment. Not the fact that everything is done through the internet. I feel like a sense of ambiance will be lost. Sight and sound used to be a factor that was lost through the internet but now we have webcames and micrphones right? But I think theres a difference when the setting is gone. I dont think it will be the same to tell somone whos on a plane to not be afraid of heights through a webcam when youre nestled by your desk. Theres no doubt that peopel skills will decrease in the near future. With everyone.
Machines are taking over our lives. And it's sad that we are letting them. I dont speak as a revolutionist but as a victim.
Lost in Translation
As machines and touch screen computer screens save costs on payroll As receptionists transform into nothing more than an answering machine As technology increases to make appliances quicker and life easier As communications through internet increases As searching for love relying on statistical matches like "E-harmony" arises,
Dont you think people interactions will be destroyed?
I think irony sets in as I write these thoughts of mine through a web-journal and not face to face with a group of friends, cuz that would be random and a "where did that come from?" moment. Not the fact that everything is done through the internet. I feel like a sense of ambiance will be lost. Sight and sound used to be a factor that was lost through the internet but now we have webcames and micrphones right? But I think theres a difference when the setting is gone. I dont think it will be the same to tell somone whos on a plane to not be afraid of heights through a webcam when youre nestled by your desk. Theres no doubt that peopel skills will decrease in the near future. With everyone.
Machines are taking over our lives. And it's sad that we are letting them. I dont speak as a revolutionist but as a victim.
Friday, April 04, 2008
old
I was looking for a specific entry from highschool.
I starrted looking back at my entries from 3-4 years ago.
If i were to ever see myself then, i would probably fight myself ( and win of course)
I used to curse and used so much vulgar language a rediculous amount..
Did i think that was cool?
Man what a loser.... haha
old
I was looking for a specific entry from highschool.
I starrted looking back at my entries from 3-4 years ago.
If i were to ever see myself then, i would probably fight myself ( and win of course)
I used to curse and used so much vulgar language a rediculous amount..
Did i think that was cool?
Man what a loser.... haha
Monday, March 31, 2008
And so it .. continues
I am not at an end or at a beginning but just continuing on with this story--
I havent updated in forever. I just didn't feel like it. I never have anything to drastic going on in my life i just update my thoughts.
Spring break Boston- Boston was a lot of fun. I got to go with people I would never thought I would actually go with. I hated boston when i first visited. I dno why. I think it was the T rail. It ruined the whole image of boston for me. But it was so convenient. The city was really nice. It was very chill. The only down fall was the people. They were very rude. But then again, wherever u go theres always gonna be a**holes. - I found out a lot about myself this trip. It was good. I know where I have to be. But my future, well thatsa different story - Thanks to Jane again for letting us stay at her place. Hope ur show went well and will be seeing u at graduation
Reborn Young Christians - This might have been one of the better RYC retreats i counseled at. I saw a lot of kids going through what i went through during college and some others who are at the stage i was at when i was in highschool. I got to know what some kids are currently going thorugh and things they are about to face. I tried to treet highschoolers and college kids. I realize at this stage the students (for the most part) dont want to hear about why they believe what they beleive. Actions from the counselors is so vital for their future and their faith
Parents- I miss my parents. Seeing my mom though makes me terribly sad. She has gray hair now. I've come to the realization that she is actually goign to die. Yes i have accepted that all people die, but to actually deal with it now? Thinking about it makes me tremble. The thought that some of my friends actually went through this respects them even more. The only reason people committ suicide is because they are a coward. The only legit excuse to be a coward in this sense and give suicide a logical reason would be, not wanting to face the situation of seeing a loved one die. The only reason God has kept loved ones in my life was cuz he knew I wouldnt be strong enough to face the pain.
I see people giving up recently. Not spiritually but religiously. If you dont get what im saying then this quote might help.
"Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you."-Saint Augustine
And so it .. continues
I am not at an end or at a beginning but just continuing on with this story--
I havent updated in forever. I just didn't feel like it. I never have anything to drastic going on in my life i just update my thoughts.
Spring break Boston- Boston was a lot of fun. I got to go with people I would never thought I would actually go with. I hated boston when i first visited. I dno why. I think it was the T rail. It ruined the whole image of boston for me. But it was so convenient. The city was really nice. It was very chill. The only down fall was the people. They were very rude. But then again, wherever u go theres always gonna be a**holes. - I found out a lot about myself this trip. It was good. I know where I have to be. But my future, well thatsa different story - Thanks to Jane again for letting us stay at her place. Hope ur show went well and will be seeing u at graduation
Reborn Young Christians - This might have been one of the better RYC retreats i counseled at. I saw a lot of kids going through what i went through during college and some others who are at the stage i was at when i was in highschool. I got to know what some kids are currently going thorugh and things they are about to face. I tried to treet highschoolers and college kids. I realize at this stage the students (for the most part) dont want to hear about why they believe what they beleive. Actions from the counselors is so vital for their future and their faith
Parents- I miss my parents. Seeing my mom though makes me terribly sad. She has gray hair now. I've come to the realization that she is actually goign to die. Yes i have accepted that all people die, but to actually deal with it now? Thinking about it makes me tremble. The thought that some of my friends actually went through this respects them even more. The only reason people committ suicide is because they are a coward. The only legit excuse to be a coward in this sense and give suicide a logical reason would be, not wanting to face the situation of seeing a loved one die. The only reason God has kept loved ones in my life was cuz he knew I wouldnt be strong enough to face the pain.
I see people giving up recently. Not spiritually but religiously. If you dont get what im saying then this quote might help.
"Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you."-Saint Augustine
Sunday, March 02, 2008
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Is it selfish to cover our ears because we are afraid of what God will tell us?
As the saying goes:
" If you wanna make God laugh. Tell him your plans"
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Is it selfish to cover our ears because we are afraid of what God will tell us?
As the saying goes:
" If you wanna make God laugh. Tell him your plans"
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Interesting
Hm . I havent updated in a while. I planned to try to saty away from my computer more this semester besides school work and i guess that is semi -true. But i have some big updates
Career/SchoolSo i made a huge switch. Im still graduating with my major and maybe plan to work a year after i graduate withing the hospitality industry but I im picking up bio/phsyics/chem classes so i can go to grad school for physical therapy. Big changes. But yeah life wouldnt be the same if it wasnt changing all the time. There was a popular poet who wrote a poem on exactly that. I read it in highschool and never could remember. If someone starts spitting out poems to me about what they think it could be that would be great haha. (I was always big on poems)
JobI just gave my two weeks in. Well two weeks from that last time they scheduled me. My last day will be feb 15th. Im glad i got the opportunity to be a bartender. But its about time i start worrying on schooling, grades, family and being catholic a lot more. That coprporation had a lot of crap i hated about it. Basically what it did to other coworkers and how the one manager acted to everyone. The night manager is really cool tho. He'll prob be the only one i will miss working for. But if time rewinded 2 years back and iwas given the same opporutnity to be a bartender i would def take it again. I learned a lot from it. Not just about how to be a bartender but also about people in general and my actions /customer service towards them.
Thats it for now. Living in this apt has been fun. Raping each other is cool. Nacho night tonight. HAZZZAHHH
Interesting
Hm . I havent updated in a while. I planned to try to saty away from my computer more this semester besides school work and i guess that is semi -true. But i have some big updates
Career/SchoolSo i made a huge switch. Im still graduating with my major and maybe plan to work a year after i graduate withing the hospitality industry but I im picking up bio/phsyics/chem classes so i can go to grad school for physical therapy. Big changes. But yeah life wouldnt be the same if it wasnt changing all the time. There was a popular poet who wrote a poem on exactly that. I read it in highschool and never could remember. If someone starts spitting out poems to me about what they think it could be that would be great haha. (I was always big on poems)
JobI just gave my two weeks in. Well two weeks from that last time they scheduled me. My last day will be feb 15th. Im glad i got the opportunity to be a bartender. But its about time i start worrying on schooling, grades, family and being catholic a lot more. That coprporation had a lot of crap i hated about it. Basically what it did to other coworkers and how the one manager acted to everyone. The night manager is really cool tho. He'll prob be the only one i will miss working for. But if time rewinded 2 years back and iwas given the same opporutnity to be a bartender i would def take it again. I learned a lot from it. Not just about how to be a bartender but also about people in general and my actions /customer service towards them.
Thats it for now. Living in this apt has been fun. Raping each other is cool. Nacho night tonight. HAZZZAHHH
Sunday, December 16, 2007
ill tap the break while you crack the window
Life- I have one more test (tuesday) and one assignment to do(monday) and this semester is over for me. I havent dont much work i feel like yet im gonna get really good grades (besides spanish of course). Ugh sometimes i just feel like im wasting time here. Education wise tho. I mean i do all i can with clubs work and just plain ol having fun but education wise, i reallllyy think im just wasting my time. Is it too late to change majors?! im so close to graduating -___-. Hmph.Well im leaving school on saturday at like 10 pm sharp! Itll be a new semester so we'll see how everything turns out with school. IT FEELS LIKE NARNIA RIGHT NOW. someone freaking give me some turkish delights. but actually i dont mind it. With my big jacket, earmuffs, and counterterrorist mask i feel so warm. And if you know me, being warm in the cold weather is one of the best feelings to me.
Thoughts- My faith in college has mostly been about believing in what i believe not because of my foundation or from how i was brought up but because coming to college let me have that freedom that option, to choose what i believe on my own choice. I think it's so important for everyone to know WHY they believe in what they do. I guess when we are questioned, its sometimes its so easy to just give such a general answer such as "God" when you really have no idea "why". But is that really faith? or is it faith to seek those answers. And with religion i believe the only way you'll actually come to the realization of WHY you believe what you believe by ruling out other religions is only by participating in that religion while researching about their beliefs at the same time. Of course this is possible while concentrating on the base religion you grew up from. A lot of people here always stress GROWTH. But where is the growth when you dont learn?
-i only wrote a lot cuz i have to study -___-
ill tap the break while you crack the window
Life- I have one more test (tuesday) and one assignment to do(monday) and this semester is over for me. I havent dont much work i feel like yet im gonna get really good grades (besides spanish of course). Ugh sometimes i just feel like im wasting time here. Education wise tho. I mean i do all i can with clubs work and just plain ol having fun but education wise, i reallllyy think im just wasting my time. Is it too late to change majors?! im so close to graduating -___-. Hmph.Well im leaving school on saturday at like 10 pm sharp! Itll be a new semester so we'll see how everything turns out with school. IT FEELS LIKE NARNIA RIGHT NOW. someone freaking give me some turkish delights. but actually i dont mind it. With my big jacket, earmuffs, and counterterrorist mask i feel so warm. And if you know me, being warm in the cold weather is one of the best feelings to me.
Thoughts- My faith in college has mostly been about believing in what i believe not because of my foundation or from how i was brought up but because coming to college let me have that freedom that option, to choose what i believe on my own choice. I think it's so important for everyone to know WHY they believe in what they do. I guess when we are questioned, its sometimes its so easy to just give such a general answer such as "God" when you really have no idea "why". But is that really faith? or is it faith to seek those answers. And with religion i believe the only way you'll actually come to the realization of WHY you believe what you believe by ruling out other religions is only by participating in that religion while researching about their beliefs at the same time. Of course this is possible while concentrating on the base religion you grew up from. A lot of people here always stress GROWTH. But where is the growth when you dont learn?
-i only wrote a lot cuz i have to study -___-
Monday, December 03, 2007
Movies.
I love a great movie. And i think i wrote about this before but i pride myself in being a good movie critic. Just like music, i love watching all kinds of different movies. Even tho i dont watch some horror flicks i do love the story line. Like i watched saw one before and loved the story line that i told my freshmen year roomate to tell me the rest of the story line haha. And last night i told dan park to tell me about "1408" which sounded like a great crazy movie which i will never but should watch haha. But wathcing all kinds of movies also means "chick flicks". Ithink 80% of chick flicks are terrible. Of course many girls would disagree but some of these movies only entices the girls cause of the stupid luvy duvy crap. I hate the notebook, sweet home alabama, and the holiday made me so bored that i didnt even watch the rest of it. But if there was one "chickflick" that would be my favorite it was one i just finished watching on tv. Did anyone ever watch "prime" ?? I thought this was really good. It only got an average review but i thought it deserved so much better. anyway you guys should all watch it. I also still need to watch "american gangster "and caint wait for "I am legend" to come out
Movies.
I love a great movie. And i think i wrote about this before but i pride myself in being a good movie critic. Just like music, i love watching all kinds of different movies. Even tho i dont watch some horror flicks i do love the story line. Like i watched saw one before and loved the story line that i told my freshmen year roomate to tell me the rest of the story line haha. And last night i told dan park to tell me about "1408" which sounded like a great crazy movie which i will never but should watch haha. But wathcing all kinds of movies also means "chick flicks". Ithink 80% of chick flicks are terrible. Of course many girls would disagree but some of these movies only entices the girls cause of the stupid luvy duvy crap. I hate the notebook, sweet home alabama, and the holiday made me so bored that i didnt even watch the rest of it. But if there was one "chickflick" that would be my favorite it was one i just finished watching on tv. Did anyone ever watch "prime" ?? I thought this was really good. It only got an average review but i thought it deserved so much better. anyway you guys should all watch it. I also still need to watch "american gangster "and caint wait for "I am legend" to come out
Friday, October 26, 2007
Blah no time
Man... My whole weekend is gone... I got work friday 6-12, sat 1030-800 and sunday 1030-8 ... I mean like i always say my job is like going out basically but Work is still work and its mad tiring.
yo english 202D is so hard!! im having so much trouble with this class right now i dno why!! well i am pretty bad with papers but still i thoguth this would bel ike eng 15 which wasnt so bad. I hate english 202 fricken having so much trouble. My teacher is the white/hick version of Juno. This guy always jokes about having dead bodies in his house.. The jokes used to be funny but now its boderline freaky.
During the summer i realized this and now i know it for a fact. Ive always wanted a girlfriend for some reason for a while. I guess it mightve been boredom or just to latch onto someone but i have abs no time for one. I think thats good though for me. I dont need one and realizing i dont have time i dont want one at all anymore. does that make sense? anyway i have to write this paper thats why im procrastinatin again.
Going to grad school is a option for me right now. I feel like when i get out of college i want to climb that corp ladder. I wanna earn my position and reach the top. And i feel like i need some grad school to do that. I guess going more business side for now. I really wish i just doubled majored if i could do this all over again.
UGh freakin paper... later
:EDIT:
O YEAH AT WORK THERE WERE THESE COORS LIGHT GIRLS CUZ WE HAD SOME SCAVENGER HUNT THING WITH COORS LIGHT. OMGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOM
Blah no time
Man... My whole weekend is gone... I got work friday 6-12, sat 1030-800 and sunday 1030-8 ... I mean like i always say my job is like going out basically but Work is still work and its mad tiring.
yo english 202D is so hard!! im having so much trouble with this class right now i dno why!! well i am pretty bad with papers but still i thoguth this would bel ike eng 15 which wasnt so bad. I hate english 202 fricken having so much trouble. My teacher is the white/hick version of Juno. This guy always jokes about having dead bodies in his house.. The jokes used to be funny but now its boderline freaky.
During the summer i realized this and now i know it for a fact. Ive always wanted a girlfriend for some reason for a while. I guess it mightve been boredom or just to latch onto someone but i have abs no time for one. I think thats good though for me. I dont need one and realizing i dont have time i dont want one at all anymore. does that make sense? anyway i have to write this paper thats why im procrastinatin again.
Going to grad school is a option for me right now. I feel like when i get out of college i want to climb that corp ladder. I wanna earn my position and reach the top. And i feel like i need some grad school to do that. I guess going more business side for now. I really wish i just doubled majored if i could do this all over again.
UGh freakin paper... later
:EDIT:
O YEAH AT WORK THERE WERE THESE COORS LIGHT GIRLS CUZ WE HAD SOME SCAVENGER HUNT THING WITH COORS LIGHT. OMGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
To myself it goes..
The whole apt to myself this weeknd . It was pretty good being alone for a bit. Had time to think and i believe that everyone needs their alone time once in a while. I was pretty content. By pretty i mean really. And by content i mean naked.
But after being all naked for a while my parents came up this morning. Ah yes i get so annoyed of them at home but i did really miss them. I wish i was a better son but am glad that they are the best parents, that i still dont deserve. Hopefully work wont get in the way of me going home during thanksgiving cuz i would really like to stay at home for a bit.
Got to thinking about a lot of options lately for the next year about internships, classes, trips and living options. Im still going around Europe my senior summer and stand by it so if anyone would like to join they are more than welcome. Im also thinking of Grad school sort of. But im really not a study person. Of course im a school person but i dno if i should or not. Maybe if the job i get sends me to grad school thatd be nice ..
Been getting into a lot of art things lately. Im really getting into photography a lot now and really want to take the class. I especially like landscape art. especially paitnings. I wish i could paint but i know i never will cuz i have no patience.
To myself it goes..
The whole apt to myself this weeknd . It was pretty good being alone for a bit. Had time to think and i believe that everyone needs their alone time once in a while. I was pretty content. By pretty i mean really. And by content i mean naked.
But after being all naked for a while my parents came up this morning. Ah yes i get so annoyed of them at home but i did really miss them. I wish i was a better son but am glad that they are the best parents, that i still dont deserve. Hopefully work wont get in the way of me going home during thanksgiving cuz i would really like to stay at home for a bit.
Got to thinking about a lot of options lately for the next year about internships, classes, trips and living options. Im still going around Europe my senior summer and stand by it so if anyone would like to join they are more than welcome. Im also thinking of Grad school sort of. But im really not a study person. Of course im a school person but i dno if i should or not. Maybe if the job i get sends me to grad school thatd be nice ..
Been getting into a lot of art things lately. Im really getting into photography a lot now and really want to take the class. I especially like landscape art. especially paitnings. I wish i could paint but i know i never will cuz i have no patience.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Responsibility
So we're suppose to go to sschoolSo we're suppose to get good grades.So we're suppose to get great jobsSo we're suppose to make butt loads of moneySo we're suppose to meet that special someoneSo we're suppose to raise up great kids So we're suppose to have a nice ideal family
But how bout no?How bout not goign to school anymore How bout just traveling with the clothes on your backHow bout living with the money in you pocketHow bout not worrying about what to do next How bout making choices that wont affect anyoneHow bout getting a motorcycle and goign everywhere How bout not caring How bout no resposibilities
how bout i blow up this computer and all english 202 classes so i dont have to write this stupid paper
Responsibility
So we're suppose to go to sschoolSo we're suppose to get good grades.So we're suppose to get great jobsSo we're suppose to make butt loads of moneySo we're suppose to meet that special someoneSo we're suppose to raise up great kids So we're suppose to have a nice ideal family
But how bout no?How bout not goign to school anymore How bout just traveling with the clothes on your backHow bout living with the money in you pocketHow bout not worrying about what to do next How bout making choices that wont affect anyoneHow bout getting a motorcycle and goign everywhere How bout not caring How bout no resposibilities
how bout i blow up this computer and all english 202 classes so i dont have to write this stupid paper
Sunday, September 30, 2007
I have homework. I dont feel like doing homework. When these two sentences cross my mind theres nothign better to do than write in here. Although i have anything to write about but ill force myself to write because i rather be forced to do anything than homework.
Being a philadelphia fan I woudlve never thought of saying..... "freakin eagles.... at least we have the phillies" hopefully any sports team wins the -ship during my lifetime. geez.. but not frisbee though.. cuz we all know frisbees not a sport. right baik? haha
It feels good to know where I am now. Being all confused last year about where i was --and finally thinking and believing i was on the right track-- then being proven wrong again --made me realize how random life is. But I know for sure that I know where i stand right now, and this time theres nothing to turn me away... maybe only doubt, but i know i wont turn away from it. Sorry if its too vague but explaining is tiresome haha
Work is grreat.. making money.. breaking a crate of glasses....smashing a liquor bottle right after happy hour is just fantastic.. haha... i noticed how unreasonably wide i am.... i ruin the flow of bartending ... and my mom has always yelled at me for being clumsy... and i defended myself by telling her shes stupid ... (im pretty good at arguing as u can see)... but moms always right..
Its also bad that im makign money tho haha... this weekend we and dan man had a 40% off at champs coupon... i meant to go in and buy shoes and only shoes ... i ended up spending 140 in champs haha.. bought a whole bunch of stuff... btu that coupon saved me $120.. so i guess it was good shopping :)... also got a hat so its was 170 total
PHREAKIN PHITIN PHILLIES
"...Show me how you do itAnd I promise you, promise thatI’ll run away with youI’ll run away with you..."
I have homework. I dont feel like doing homework. When these two sentences cross my mind theres nothign better to do than write in here. Although i have anything to write about but ill force myself to write because i rather be forced to do anything than homework.
Being a philadelphia fan I woudlve never thought of saying..... "freakin eagles.... at least we have the phillies" hopefully any sports team wins the -ship during my lifetime. geez.. but not frisbee though.. cuz we all know frisbees not a sport. right baik? haha
It feels good to know where I am now. Being all confused last year about where i was --and finally thinking and believing i was on the right track-- then being proven wrong again --made me realize how random life is. But I know for sure that I know where i stand right now, and this time theres nothing to turn me away... maybe only doubt, but i know i wont turn away from it. Sorry if its too vague but explaining is tiresome haha
Work is grreat.. making money.. breaking a crate of glasses....smashing a liquor bottle right after happy hour is just fantastic.. haha... i noticed how unreasonably wide i am.... i ruin the flow of bartending ... and my mom has always yelled at me for being clumsy... and i defended myself by telling her shes stupid ... (im pretty good at arguing as u can see)... but moms always right..
Its also bad that im makign money tho haha... this weekend we and dan man had a 40% off at champs coupon... i meant to go in and buy shoes and only shoes ... i ended up spending 140 in champs haha.. bought a whole bunch of stuff... btu that coupon saved me $120.. so i guess it was good shopping :)... also got a hat so its was 170 total
PHREAKIN PHITIN PHILLIES
"...Show me how you do itAnd I promise you, promise thatI’ll run away with youI’ll run away with you..."
Friday, September 28, 2007
a real update with a musical entrance
Also listening to:50 cent - Follow my lead Kanye West - Flashing lights Shawn Mcdonald - Take my hand
Those are the only songs from 50's and kanye's album that i actually like. Kinda bad cuz they usually come out with great albums. Anyway getting back into the music feel. Hiphop is starting to pick up with some songs and im liking it now. It still gives out the occasional nonsense with a lesson on how to dance but other than that its producing some good songs.
Schools school. i just need to get back into the whole groove of studying and what not. So i only have 30.5 credits till graduation. that means 2 semesters. My last choice would be to graduate early. I was thinking about studying abroad but i dont have enough gen ed credits to do that. I might pick up a minor but im really trying to get some sort of internship for the Fall. Its usually unlikely but if i get it thatd be SOLID, also need one for this coming summer. Anyway the Kines classes im trying to take are Ballroom, golf, basketball, and yoga... DID YOU KNOW U CAINT TAKE 2 KINES COURSES IN ONE SEMESTER??? so gay.... so i dno what im going to do. Well if this internship doesnt go through i guess ill have to pick up a minor maybe. But i do have 12 extra credits of classes i want to take so it might work out? but then i just feel like im wasting money. i dno i really dont want to graduate a semester early haha.
I also found a loop hole at penn state for not taking any GH classes. I did a 3-6-9 rule with my GA GN and GS courses cuz im taking soc 5 right now meaning i only have 3 credits of GH. But i also took Korean 3 and any level 3 language course can be substituted for a gen ed meaning no GH haha. yessss..
And my summer of senior year i plan on traveling to europe before i start working.. i need people to tag alonng... cuz its not about what u do its about the people.. so no gay people
"..As life gets longer, awful feels softer. Well it feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss, then I feel pretty blissfully. .."
a real update with a musical entrance
Also listening to:50 cent - Follow my lead Kanye West - Flashing lights Shawn Mcdonald - Take my hand
Those are the only songs from 50's and kanye's album that i actually like. Kinda bad cuz they usually come out with great albums. Anyway getting back into the music feel. Hiphop is starting to pick up with some songs and im liking it now. It still gives out the occasional nonsense with a lesson on how to dance but other than that its producing some good songs.
Schools school. i just need to get back into the whole groove of studying and what not. So i only have 30.5 credits till graduation. that means 2 semesters. My last choice would be to graduate early. I was thinking about studying abroad but i dont have enough gen ed credits to do that. I might pick up a minor but im really trying to get some sort of internship for the Fall. Its usually unlikely but if i get it thatd be SOLID, also need one for this coming summer. Anyway the Kines classes im trying to take are Ballroom, golf, basketball, and yoga... DID YOU KNOW U CAINT TAKE 2 KINES COURSES IN ONE SEMESTER??? so gay.... so i dno what im going to do. Well if this internship doesnt go through i guess ill have to pick up a minor maybe. But i do have 12 extra credits of classes i want to take so it might work out? but then i just feel like im wasting money. i dno i really dont want to graduate a semester early haha.
I also found a loop hole at penn state for not taking any GH classes. I did a 3-6-9 rule with my GA GN and GS courses cuz im taking soc 5 right now meaning i only have 3 credits of GH. But i also took Korean 3 and any level 3 language course can be substituted for a gen ed meaning no GH haha. yessss..
And my summer of senior year i plan on traveling to europe before i start working.. i need people to tag alonng... cuz its not about what u do its about the people.. so no gay people
"..As life gets longer, awful feels softer. Well it feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss, then I feel pretty blissfully. .."
Supersoak that ..
Today was my ideal weather. It was a tad bit colder but warm when in the sun with a cool breeze now and then. Signs of Fall are sensed. I love fall and spring. The air is crisp. I love it.
Works going great. Bartending school was sort of a good idea about learning drinks but actually working is totally different. Experience should and def is seen as more of a priority with bartending. But the poeple i work with are awesome esp both Joes and the waitress'. Theres this random bartender who gets stressed for no reason tho. First time i worked with her she cried... that was awkward.
I have no time for the gym. This is depressing to me. Working out keeps me more motivated and energized throughout the week and i dont have time to do that.
My dads 60th birthday will be next week and i wont be able to go home cuz im call for work. Darn it.
payce
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Break the Mirrors
"Nice guys finish last" says The world "the last will be first" says Jesus. Did you ever realize why christian teachings are so far from society? To break it down if you are christian you believe in life after death. Society teaches without the aspect of any religion involved. With society's point of view we have to live our life to the fullest for thats all we have. Make the best out of today. And too succeed we caint be so humble or meek. We must take action. Get what we can with our chances. So is being humble all that great?
A lot of people get the wrong idea about humility. A lot of people talk themselves down so that they believe they are humble. But being so humble doesnt mean thinking of oneself as not being so high, it really means not thinking of oneself at all. As take our place at the table we must always sit at the far end. The most uncomfortable, lowest, and cheapest chair out of all. The humble do this not bevause they think ill of themselves but because they are too busy exalting others. From this the humble are asked to move up because others know that this action is so rare.
The proud are so self absorbed that they need to beat their opponents and break them down. Humility is a strong weapon that is not used to tear down but to build up. The humble realize their mistakes and know they are not perfect adn that they are not God. Isnt that reality? Isnt accepting your faults and not making excuses really "down to earth"? But then why is chiristianity viewed as insane and society viewed as reality? Probably because in an insane asylum, It is a sane outsider who is insane. And we all know where our society lies. In this insane asylum.
Lesson: Affirm your peers and praise our God.
Reference: Sept.2 Mass first reading: Sir 3:17-29second reading: Heb 12:18-24 Gospel: Luke 14:1-14
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Friday, August 24, 2007
Our Mistake.
A lot of people look to self experiences to help them with faith. Maybe some look for that emotional comfort for religion. But for me the most important out of the reasons to keep believing in answering every doubt in my mind. I love finding questions against catholicism, christianity, and the fact that there could even exist an Almighty creator. The answers that disprove atheism gives me hope and leaves me pleasntly enlightened.
Well this author Christopher Hitchens who current wrote a book called "God is not great religion poisons everything" debated with Al Sharpton which i watched. This debate was good and both men are super smart. One day i would love to be that intellectual. But both had there flaws. Hitchens reason for writing the book was stupid. He basically didnt want other religions preaching to him about anyhting theey believed and could not prove that religion caused a poison in everything he only assumes it.
But did u know this whole argument on if God exists. Is christianity the right religion? does religion posinon everything. Do you know how all of those questino could have been answered and avoided?? BY YOU PEOPLE. ITS ALLL YOUR FAULT... and mind.. .. Anyway this is what i mean.
You can be religious but that doesnt necesarrily mean ur spiritual. Yes u have all the backings and knowledge but do u really put them in to practice? I dont think anyone does 100% but do you even put effort in at all? Yeah yeah u can use original sin for an explanation but if u use it for an excuse that only gives atheists more of reason not to be christian. Dont you realize that by putting ourselves in a category of a religion then going against human morals is just hurting ourselves? We all need to be more spiritual.
So everytime u do something bad. Just make sure that after you murdered someone you scream out that you are an atheist. Easy solution.
Break the Mirrors
"Nice guys finish last" says The world "the last will be first" says Jesus. Did you ever realize why christian teachings are so far from society? To break it down if you are christian you believe in life after death. Society teaches without the aspect of any religion involved. With society's point of view we have to live our life to the fullest for thats all we have. Make the best out of today. And too succeed we caint be so humble or meek. We must take action. Get what we can with our chances. So is being humble all that great?
A lot of people get the wrong idea about humility. A lot of people talk themselves down so that they believe they are humble. But being so humble doesnt mean thinking of oneself as not being so high, it really means not thinking of oneself at all. As take our place at the table we must always sit at the far end. The most uncomfortable, lowest, and cheapest chair out of all. The humble do this not bevause they think ill of themselves but because they are too busy exalting others. From this the humble are asked to move up because others know that this action is so rare.
The proud are so self absorbed that they need to beat their opponents and break them down. Humility is a strong weapon that is not used to tear down but to build up. The humble realize their mistakes and know they are not perfect adn that they are not God. Isnt that reality? Isnt accepting your faults and not making excuses really "down to earth"? But then why is chiristianity viewed as insane and society viewed as reality? Probably because in an insane asylum, It is a sane outsider who is insane. And we all know where our society lies. In this insane asylum.
Lesson: Affirm your peers and praise our God.
Reference: Sept.2 Mass first reading: Sir 3:17-29second reading: Heb 12:18-24 Gospel: Luke 14:1-14
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Friday, August 24, 2007
Our Mistake.
A lot of people look to self experiences to help them with faith. Maybe some look for that emotional comfort for religion. But for me the most important out of the reasons to keep believing in answering every doubt in my mind. I love finding questions against catholicism, christianity, and the fact that there could even exist an Almighty creator. The answers that disprove atheism gives me hope and leaves me pleasntly enlightened.
Well this author Christopher Hitchens who current wrote a book called "God is not great religion poisons everything" debated with Al Sharpton which i watched. This debate was good and both men are super smart. One day i would love to be that intellectual. But both had there flaws. Hitchens reason for writing the book was stupid. He basically didnt want other religions preaching to him about anyhting theey believed and could not prove that religion caused a poison in everything he only assumes it.
But did u know this whole argument on if God exists. Is christianity the right religion? does religion posinon everything. Do you know how all of those questino could have been answered and avoided?? BY YOU PEOPLE. ITS ALLL YOUR FAULT... and mind.. .. Anyway this is what i mean.
You can be religious but that doesnt necesarrily mean ur spiritual. Yes u have all the backings and knowledge but do u really put them in to practice? I dont think anyone does 100% but do you even put effort in at all? Yeah yeah u can use original sin for an explanation but if u use it for an excuse that only gives atheists more of reason not to be christian. Dont you realize that by putting ourselves in a category of a religion then going against human morals is just hurting ourselves? We all need to be more spiritual.
So everytime u do something bad. Just make sure that after you murdered someone you scream out that you are an atheist. Easy solution.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
180 degree thinking
Being little, I think one of the most annoying things was when my parents fought. The screaming and yelling while i was trying to watch TV or do something on my own. Also the concern of a divorce always hindered in the back of my mind just as a "if" or "maybe". Either way it was only until right now that i actually fully experienced a full fight and completley understood what they were fighting about.
Growing up i guess my dad didnt have much say about my mom since he was always at work but my mom was always home. I label my mom as one of the nicest people i know and she would always talk about my dad when i did something wrong. Not in a bad way of course but always like " dont do that or your dads gonna yell at me " and things of that nature. So i always figured my dad was the one who was on the offensive side doing the yelling. and that my mom was on teh defensive yelling back. I guess i just figured that the fights usually went like this. Well i was right... sorta
The fight today between my parents was stupid. It happend for a stupid reason. And that reason? my mother... Ah but of course. I guess i wont say what the topic was but it basically went like.... my mom said "someone" was going to do this. Then my dad asked why?. Then my mom started screamign and flipping out telling him not to yell at her and that she doesnt know and that my dad shoudl tell that "someone" himself.. ....
Me: .. mom... stop screaming mom: why?! ur dads yelling at me and staring at me if im crazy (in korean) dad: *looks at me* mom: *storms out of the room*
Ahh yess. My whole thinking was off. My mom is crazy. This only adds to the fact of the crazy ness of girls. I guess when "ANJUNONYMOUS" always joked about this i always played along. haha hey it was fun and funny. And im sure he was joking as well *snore*. But i guess more maturly looking at it girls and guys are just from a diff universes. Girls are from the universe of crazys.
Now i can only say that Gay men are smarter in their choices than straight men.
Criticisms plz. haha
180 degree thinking
Being little, I think one of the most annoying things was when my parents fought. The screaming and yelling while i was trying to watch TV or do something on my own. Also the concern of a divorce always hindered in the back of my mind just as a "if" or "maybe". Either way it was only until right now that i actually fully experienced a full fight and completley understood what they were fighting about.
Growing up i guess my dad didnt have much say about my mom since he was always at work but my mom was always home. I label my mom as one of the nicest people i know and she would always talk about my dad when i did something wrong. Not in a bad way of course but always like " dont do that or your dads gonna yell at me " and things of that nature. So i always figured my dad was the one who was on the offensive side doing the yelling. and that my mom was on teh defensive yelling back. I guess i just figured that the fights usually went like this. Well i was right... sorta
The fight today between my parents was stupid. It happend for a stupid reason. And that reason? my mother... Ah but of course. I guess i wont say what the topic was but it basically went like.... my mom said "someone" was going to do this. Then my dad asked why?. Then my mom started screamign and flipping out telling him not to yell at her and that she doesnt know and that my dad shoudl tell that "someone" himself.. ....
Me: .. mom... stop screaming mom: why?! ur dads yelling at me and staring at me if im crazy (in korean) dad: *looks at me* mom: *storms out of the room*
Ahh yess. My whole thinking was off. My mom is crazy. This only adds to the fact of the crazy ness of girls. I guess when "ANJUNONYMOUS" always joked about this i always played along. haha hey it was fun and funny. And im sure he was joking as well *snore*. But i guess more maturly looking at it girls and guys are just from a diff universes. Girls are from the universe of crazys.
Now i can only say that Gay men are smarter in their choices than straight men.
Criticisms plz. haha
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
SUMMER
Wow i love this summer so much.i love my worki love playing ball and going to diners after it just feels like old times. I am now officially licesned to serve u a nice margarita and im only taking real estate classes right now idont plan on taking my test for it cuz u need two classes but i dont have time for it.
Went down the shore this weekend for nights of venice. It was just what i needed. Although i love work and schooling a break just felt so great..
Bartending class was really cool. The classroom took place at a real bar but the liquors and liqeurs were all food colored. I met some unique people there. Theres this one guy that stuck out in my mind. He was a tteacher in training. Hes a really nice guy and he had tattoos of like death angel with reapers all over his arm and body. And he said he was gonna get a collar tatoo that said "hell comes with me" We asked him why he had that and he said he caint say it for controversial sake but we kept pushing him. (one of the things i learned in class was you wanna try to avoid controversial topics like politics or religion or anything that would offend osmeone) anyway he asked us all if we were really religious and we all said no heh but he said he got the tatoo cuz he used to be catholic but i guess somehting happend? or he never said but he said hes not catholic anymore and to remind him he got the tatoo.. meaning he knows hes going to hell and he just accepts it. Scary? sorta. but how scary is it when soemone accepts there fate. Kinda looking at it like this. If i had a huge gash on my leg which looked gross to everyone but it diddnt hurt me whatsoever.. would the pain and compassion u felt for me still be as strong as it was?
anyway out of the three summers going into school i can say that i am not looking forward to going ot school at all. I truly love summer and hope it will pass as fast as clouds seem to.
SUMMER
Wow i love this summer so much.i love my worki love playing ball and going to diners after it just feels like old times. I am now officially licesned to serve u a nice margarita and im only taking real estate classes right now idont plan on taking my test for it cuz u need two classes but i dont have time for it.
Went down the shore this weekend for nights of venice. It was just what i needed. Although i love work and schooling a break just felt so great..
Bartending class was really cool. The classroom took place at a real bar but the liquors and liqeurs were all food colored. I met some unique people there. Theres this one guy that stuck out in my mind. He was a tteacher in training. Hes a really nice guy and he had tattoos of like death angel with reapers all over his arm and body. And he said he was gonna get a collar tatoo that said "hell comes with me" We asked him why he had that and he said he caint say it for controversial sake but we kept pushing him. (one of the things i learned in class was you wanna try to avoid controversial topics like politics or religion or anything that would offend osmeone) anyway he asked us all if we were really religious and we all said no heh but he said he got the tatoo cuz he used to be catholic but i guess somehting happend? or he never said but he said hes not catholic anymore and to remind him he got the tatoo.. meaning he knows hes going to hell and he just accepts it. Scary? sorta. but how scary is it when soemone accepts there fate. Kinda looking at it like this. If i had a huge gash on my leg which looked gross to everyone but it diddnt hurt me whatsoever.. would the pain and compassion u felt for me still be as strong as it was?
anyway out of the three summers going into school i can say that i am not looking forward to going ot school at all. I truly love summer and hope it will pass as fast as clouds seem to.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
sighh
Thursday, June 07, 2007
WHAT THE BABY?!
I just met up with one of my best friends from grade-highschool at the gym. Heh we no longer see each other much funny how life works out eh? Anyway we were talking about another friend of ours that goes to penn state whos just about to have a baby. That makes 2 kids from my highschool class, that were good friends of mine, dads. This was sooo weird. Not only is the 6 months pregnant she found out when she was 5months pregnant. Supposedly she thought she was just getting fat from all the drinking. And so YES she has been drinking and smoking because she didnt know!!!.. And also she started going on the "pills" during march so basically she should have a deformed baby. But luckily enough the doctors told her the baby is healthy and fine. Yeah and of course she stopped all that. So now they have have to go to penn state delco and ish.
Man just so different now. I mean i love the gift of life but just thinking of putting myself in that position with no plan or nothing is so random.. SURPRISE!!!! HERES A BABY!!! WTFFF?!
But yeah anyway going back to my friends. Another one of my best friends that goes to penn state i havnt seen since christmas. Ah the journey just makes so many turns for us. And basically all my friends have girlfriends haha. I think thats when i started to not see them so much anymore. It's either join them or just hate
I wrote this entry almost 2 months ago. Now guess what one of my best friend is expecting in 9 months... sighh.. out of all 6 of us hes prob the least qualified to be a father too . And the only optimistic responses i got from this situation was .."well maybe this will straighten him out" hmm
sighh
Thursday, June 07, 2007
WHAT THE BABY?!
I just met up with one of my best friends from grade-highschool at the gym. Heh we no longer see each other much funny how life works out eh? Anyway we were talking about another friend of ours that goes to penn state whos just about to have a baby. That makes 2 kids from my highschool class, that were good friends of mine, dads. This was sooo weird. Not only is the 6 months pregnant she found out when she was 5months pregnant. Supposedly she thought she was just getting fat from all the drinking. And so YES she has been drinking and smoking because she didnt know!!!.. And also she started going on the "pills" during march so basically she should have a deformed baby. But luckily enough the doctors told her the baby is healthy and fine. Yeah and of course she stopped all that. So now they have have to go to penn state delco and ish.
Man just so different now. I mean i love the gift of life but just thinking of putting myself in that position with no plan or nothing is so random.. SURPRISE!!!! HERES A BABY!!! WTFFF?!
But yeah anyway going back to my friends. Another one of my best friends that goes to penn state i havnt seen since christmas. Ah the journey just makes so many turns for us. And basically all my friends have girlfriends haha. I think thats when i started to not see them so much anymore. It's either join them or just hate
I wrote this entry almost 2 months ago. Now guess what one of my best friend is expecting in 9 months... sighh.. out of all 6 of us hes prob the least qualified to be a father too . And the only optimistic responses i got from this situation was .."well maybe this will straighten him out" hmm
Thursday, July 12, 2007
highlights from camp
- vagina fungus - jenma - sticking dried cherries up ahjuhshees nose -rok sticking cheese up my nose... at night... by himself... for his own amusement -pascal shoving is whole fist up his nose -pascal constantly breaking chopsticks with his nose at anytime, everywhere *price is right prep*- seeing who can last in the freezer at 2 am - blowing rice balls out our nose - rolling rice balls and throwing it at ceiling -then throwing it at walls -rice ball pong - pegging susan with rice ball then killing her with bacon - smashing gigantic riceball with cardboard
setting - after breakfast at around 8 AM as i take the last cup of coffeehyunch: is that coffee? gimme some... me: no... shut up.... whats the magic word hyunch: drops his bag and all his belongings and looks up into the sky dancing while constantly repeating "gimme gimmme gimmmee gimmme" HAHAHAHA
highlights from camp
- vagina fungus - jenma - sticking dried cherries up ahjuhshees nose -rok sticking cheese up my nose... at night... by himself... for his own amusement -pascal shoving is whole fist up his nose -pascal constantly breaking chopsticks with his nose at anytime, everywhere *price is right prep*- seeing who can last in the freezer at 2 am - blowing rice balls out our nose - rolling rice balls and throwing it at ceiling -then throwing it at walls -rice ball pong - pegging susan with rice ball then killing her with bacon - smashing gigantic riceball with cardboard
setting - after breakfast at around 8 AM as i take the last cup of coffeehyunch: is that coffee? gimme some... me: no... shut up.... whats the magic word hyunch: drops his bag and all his belongings and looks up into the sky dancing while constantly repeating "gimme gimmme gimmmee gimmme" HAHAHAHA
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Ticket
1325 LBC 052825
Defendant Name
Vehicle Make
Lexu
License Plate
EXF0928 (PA)
Offense
39:4-138 Parking Prohibited
Offense Date/Time
07/01/07 06:20 AM
Offense Location
Madison Ave
Pay by Date
07/10/07
Penalty Due
$54.00
FOR PARKING THE WRONG WAY?!?!?!?!?!
i officially hate new jersey
Ticket
1325 LBC 052825
Defendant Name
Vehicle Make
Lexu
License Plate
EXF0928 (PA)
Offense
39:4-138 Parking Prohibited
Offense Date/Time
07/01/07 06:20 AM
Offense Location
Madison Ave
Pay by Date
07/10/07
Penalty Due
$54.00
FOR PARKING THE WRONG WAY?!?!?!?!?!
i officially hate new jersey
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
work part 2- (this is a better entry)
People say dont chase money you have to love your work. But theres way more to it
Saturday my manager david gave his 2 weeks notice a week ago. But something happend where he actualyl got told to leave that day. Insane. Anyway we haev a banquet manager Mario who helps out with the restaurant now. His first language is italian so his enlgish pronunciation is slurred but hes good at it. Anyway hes prettty nice overall soemtimes he flips and ish but whatever. So me and gay tony were working today and it was going slow tonight so i was the bar writing the bill and what not and i started talking to him. About his whole life sorta.
I asked him how long hes been here and does he like it or whatever. His response was this. " yeah i love it man. you know man. you have too. I put so many hours into work. But money is awesome. Money is great. The moeny is spectacular. You know you're meeting people all the time and partying al lthe time. But u get no life." a little bit of quietness then. "I lost my wife cuz of this job. Cuz i was never home" and i said.. " oo dang" haha like what i always say when i have nothign else. But then he said yeah but my kids love me and thats all i could ask. He put his head down after that. And then throughout the whole night he was just angry. cursing at everything and all the managers ahead of him. Complaining mostly.
Im sorta at a point where the rest of my life is becoming a rediculously huge bother on my mind. Yeah so i have to love my job just like Mario. But Mario realized that after he has a great time at work that he caint go home to anything.
I feel I need to love my job. But i also need to have soemthign where i just need to leave work because i have something better waiting at my house.
work part 2- (this is a better entry)
People say dont chase money you have to love your work. But theres way more to it
Saturday my manager david gave his 2 weeks notice a week ago. But something happend where he actualyl got told to leave that day. Insane. Anyway we haev a banquet manager Mario who helps out with the restaurant now. His first language is italian so his enlgish pronunciation is slurred but hes good at it. Anyway hes prettty nice overall soemtimes he flips and ish but whatever. So me and gay tony were working today and it was going slow tonight so i was the bar writing the bill and what not and i started talking to him. About his whole life sorta.
I asked him how long hes been here and does he like it or whatever. His response was this. " yeah i love it man. you know man. you have too. I put so many hours into work. But money is awesome. Money is great. The moeny is spectacular. You know you're meeting people all the time and partying al lthe time. But u get no life." a little bit of quietness then. "I lost my wife cuz of this job. Cuz i was never home" and i said.. " oo dang" haha like what i always say when i have nothign else. But then he said yeah but my kids love me and thats all i could ask. He put his head down after that. And then throughout the whole night he was just angry. cursing at everything and all the managers ahead of him. Complaining mostly.
Im sorta at a point where the rest of my life is becoming a rediculously huge bother on my mind. Yeah so i have to love my job just like Mario. But Mario realized that after he has a great time at work that he caint go home to anything.
I feel I need to love my job. But i also need to have soemthign where i just need to leave work because i have something better waiting at my house.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Work update part 1
Yeah works great. Two parts to this.. this part doesnt actualyl have anyhting to do with work. Korean- American yea yeeah so most of us are, this title. I wrote a really nice paper on this during highschool with my tutor. I kept refurbishing it every so often and used it as my college paper. This is by far the best paper i ever wrote and it really defined a big part of my life. I was reinforced with who I was today. There were these 8 old korean golfers at the restaurant today. I didnt serve them but this other kid Tony did. Tonys Gay. I think that might add some spark to this story. Anyway since they hardly spoke english i spoke back korean to them. Like where the restroom wa and if they would like more water and etc.
After they were all done one guy called me over and said " Hey a you, you a korean or.." and i replied neh and whatever but then quickly said in korea" i caint really speak korean that well". Haha he quickly said ... Nuh abuhjee nugu yah? (whos ur dad). I told them. And they knew him. (embarassing almost as if they were to rebuke my parents) anyway he told me how when my dad sees him that he runs takes off his hat and "een sahs" and stuff. Basically saying that i shuold too? or something
You know theres a part of me that shows a huge hospitality towards older people with all races. But to go full out in korean custom with everythingggggg, if u guys know what i mean. Thats just nott me. I really didnt care that i needed to show respect to them but i did anyway?
Whatever my papers better then this but for just some reason these events that happend made me think of it.
Work update part 1
Yeah works great. Two parts to this.. this part doesnt actualyl have anyhting to do with work. Korean- American yea yeeah so most of us are, this title. I wrote a really nice paper on this during highschool with my tutor. I kept refurbishing it every so often and used it as my college paper. This is by far the best paper i ever wrote and it really defined a big part of my life. I was reinforced with who I was today. There were these 8 old korean golfers at the restaurant today. I didnt serve them but this other kid Tony did. Tonys Gay. I think that might add some spark to this story. Anyway since they hardly spoke english i spoke back korean to them. Like where the restroom wa and if they would like more water and etc.
After they were all done one guy called me over and said " Hey a you, you a korean or.." and i replied neh and whatever but then quickly said in korea" i caint really speak korean that well". Haha he quickly said ... Nuh abuhjee nugu yah? (whos ur dad). I told them. And they knew him. (embarassing almost as if they were to rebuke my parents) anyway he told me how when my dad sees him that he runs takes off his hat and "een sahs" and stuff. Basically saying that i shuold too? or something
You know theres a part of me that shows a huge hospitality towards older people with all races. But to go full out in korean custom with everythingggggg, if u guys know what i mean. Thats just nott me. I really didnt care that i needed to show respect to them but i did anyway?
Whatever my papers better then this but for just some reason these events that happend made me think of it.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Funny
Did you ever read a book, meet someone or watch a movie and just knew these actions had to be done to find something about yourself that you would never have realized? I guess we can say that for anything but did it ever happen where it hit you right there at that very instant making u think about everything you've done? I havent met anyone extraordinary and im not one much for books but I just watched Good Will Hunting and a lot of things about myself really cleared up.It's so easy to accept who you are and go about your day as who you would think you are. But I think everyone should try to change for the better at least. And its only at those times, when you realize WHY you do certain things that then you can change. Then you're only left with the question, How?
Funny
Did you ever read a book, meet someone or watch a movie and just knew these actions had to be done to find something about yourself that you would never have realized? I guess we can say that for anything but did it ever happen where it hit you right there at that very instant making u think about everything you've done? I havent met anyone extraordinary and im not one much for books but I just watched Good Will Hunting and a lot of things about myself really cleared up.It's so easy to accept who you are and go about your day as who you would think you are. But I think everyone should try to change for the better at least. And its only at those times, when you realize WHY you do certain things that then you can change. Then you're only left with the question, How?
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
yessss.
It's so late and i have nothing profound to write about (not that i write about profound things) We had our last fg thing today. I never really realized that i would miss my fg. It was way too funny. I guess maybe I should be saying a l earned a lot about the bible and the Word but even so the first thing thats pops into my head when i hear D'vine is all the crazy moments. And sadly i couldnt experience another one that Juno told me about since ih ad to leave early.
I wonder what life would be like without any responsiblity.
Kevin just woke up, opened the window and stared out for 5 minutes and went back to sleep
anyways, i wonder what life would be like without any responsiblities and pure ignorance. I mean I love my life now but i just miss my life then. More specifically im talking about my religion i guess. With every knowledge you gain you have a more responsibility of being "good" and as i grow it just demands such a pure sinless perfection.
I am not really looking forward to this summer. Not the fact that i have nothing planned as in like no internships or anything. but the fact that I am goign into this summer realizing that i just wasted a huge potential of 3 months. A 3 month period that i will never be able to get back. 3 months of just a part-time job (hopefully). A 3 month period i couldve spent learning more about myself and my future. 3 months of huge dog poop.
yessss.
It's so late and i have nothing profound to write about (not that i write about profound things) We had our last fg thing today. I never really realized that i would miss my fg. It was way too funny. I guess maybe I should be saying a l earned a lot about the bible and the Word but even so the first thing thats pops into my head when i hear D'vine is all the crazy moments. And sadly i couldnt experience another one that Juno told me about since ih ad to leave early.
I wonder what life would be like without any responsiblity.
Kevin just woke up, opened the window and stared out for 5 minutes and went back to sleep
anyways, i wonder what life would be like without any responsiblities and pure ignorance. I mean I love my life now but i just miss my life then. More specifically im talking about my religion i guess. With every knowledge you gain you have a more responsibility of being "good" and as i grow it just demands such a pure sinless perfection.
I am not really looking forward to this summer. Not the fact that i have nothing planned as in like no internships or anything. but the fact that I am goign into this summer realizing that i just wasted a huge potential of 3 months. A 3 month period that i will never be able to get back. 3 months of just a part-time job (hopefully). A 3 month period i couldve spent learning more about myself and my future. 3 months of huge dog poop.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
An Aftermath
I was going to write about my thoughts on the virginia tech massacre. But after reading his plays, watching the video and looking at his manifesto i caint help but be disturbed myself It's like that feeling after a scary movie. Not the feeling that somethings going to pop out at you but that sick to the stomache feeling. His thoughts and writings are just so disturbing and i caint get myself to believe that a person actually wrote something like that.
After looking and researching everything that comes out from the media a part of me wants to be that detective, to find out his motive for the shooting or to find out how he was so mentally messed up. The enviroment he grew up in is definatly the factor but specifically what caused such a disturbance. If you watch the video he does generalize the "rich snobs" but at times i feel like he is directly speaking to one particular person to be heard. His plays in the Mr. Brownstone play shows a crazy past he couldve gone through. The manifesto he wrote has a couple of rhetorical question to specific infamous rapists.
I caint write anymore cuz i have to write this speech haha. School ruins me
An Aftermath
I was going to write about my thoughts on the virginia tech massacre. But after reading his plays, watching the video and looking at his manifesto i caint help but be disturbed myself It's like that feeling after a scary movie. Not the feeling that somethings going to pop out at you but that sick to the stomache feeling. His thoughts and writings are just so disturbing and i caint get myself to believe that a person actually wrote something like that.
After looking and researching everything that comes out from the media a part of me wants to be that detective, to find out his motive for the shooting or to find out how he was so mentally messed up. The enviroment he grew up in is definatly the factor but specifically what caused such a disturbance. If you watch the video he does generalize the "rich snobs" but at times i feel like he is directly speaking to one particular person to be heard. His plays in the Mr. Brownstone play shows a crazy past he couldve gone through. The manifesto he wrote has a couple of rhetorical question to specific infamous rapists.
I caint write anymore cuz i have to write this speech haha. School ruins me
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Luck, Grace, Fate
ill tell you what made me to think about this so deeply at the end.... but these words, luck, grace and fate.. do they all exist, or are only some of them exisiting depending on an individuals belief. Do they go hand in hand or do they reason each other out?
Can luck exist with grace, or does believing in luck cancel out the fact of grace. Since you are saying o that happend by chance and only chance because Then God had nothign to do with it which is BLASPHEMY haha... but then if luck is chance is it fate? but if it's fate and it was bound to happen then there must be no chance or gamble meaning there is no luck only one destination.
I first felt like luck was for atheists and grace was for christians.... both are synonyms to a third persons but to the atheist and christians they are different. BUTTT can luck happen from free will since we have the grace to choose? whi
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OK..... i was thinking on a stupid level just now... and basically what this boils down to is how fate and free will work hand in hand... i just listened to a guy give his whole christian/philosophy on it and it just works out very well
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SO... what got me to think about grace/freewill/fate..... is the direction im heading now... the direction in the category of studies... i seemed to not care about studying as much... and as time passes i seem to care about it less and less... this to me is very scary... but its even MORE scarier that it doesnt frighten me eenough to motivate me to do anythign about it.........
the thing that happend today was a test.... i took a test... i dont care.... the thing is i can drop one out of the 4 tests... i have a B+ in the class,,,,, the thing is whether i study or not it seems that i can only raise my grade by a total of 3 points...... this means ill stilll get a B or B+...... i seems that no matter how hard i try ill still get a B... but to try even harder to get that A isnt worth it for me.... alright so in the same class we had a project due last monday.... i handed the project in on thursday..... whats even scarier is that i got 74/75 on the project.... good ... i have just be rewarded for procrastinating..... GREATTT.... now if we take a reward/response approach... im going to be screwed....
i just hope that one day there would be a reason why i'm working so hard to acheive/do so well in school..... my only motivation is to get super freaking rich so my toilet paper will be consisted of dollar bills.... BUT isnt greed a sin...
motivation where are u
WARNING RANDOM THOUGHT THAT HAS NOTHIGN TO DO WITH WHAT I WROTE:
something cool i learned yesterday was what C.S lewis wrote...he wrote that hell is locked from the inside... you know i always heard people talk to hell about it like that but those exact words engraved it into my brain... i love it so much now...
ITS SNOWINGG!!!! WHAT THE FREAK
Luck, Grace, Fate
ill tell you what made me to think about this so deeply at the end.... but these words, luck, grace and fate.. do they all exist, or are only some of them exisiting depending on an individuals belief. Do they go hand in hand or do they reason each other out?
Can luck exist with grace, or does believing in luck cancel out the fact of grace. Since you are saying o that happend by chance and only chance because Then God had nothign to do with it which is BLASPHEMY haha... but then if luck is chance is it fate? but if it's fate and it was bound to happen then there must be no chance or gamble meaning there is no luck only one destination.
I first felt like luck was for atheists and grace was for christians.... both are synonyms to a third persons but to the atheist and christians they are different. BUTTT can luck happen from free will since we have the grace to choose? whi
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OK..... i was thinking on a stupid level just now... and basically what this boils down to is how fate and free will work hand in hand... i just listened to a guy give his whole christian/philosophy on it and it just works out very well
_________________________________________________________________________________
SO... what got me to think about grace/freewill/fate..... is the direction im heading now... the direction in the category of studies... i seemed to not care about studying as much... and as time passes i seem to care about it less and less... this to me is very scary... but its even MORE scarier that it doesnt frighten me eenough to motivate me to do anythign about it.........
the thing that happend today was a test.... i took a test... i dont care.... the thing is i can drop one out of the 4 tests... i have a B+ in the class,,,,, the thing is whether i study or not it seems that i can only raise my grade by a total of 3 points...... this means ill stilll get a B or B+...... i seems that no matter how hard i try ill still get a B... but to try even harder to get that A isnt worth it for me.... alright so in the same class we had a project due last monday.... i handed the project in on thursday..... whats even scarier is that i got 74/75 on the project.... good ... i have just be rewarded for procrastinating..... GREATTT.... now if we take a reward/response approach... im going to be screwed....
i just hope that one day there would be a reason why i'm working so hard to acheive/do so well in school..... my only motivation is to get super freaking rich so my toilet paper will be consisted of dollar bills.... BUT isnt greed a sin...
motivation where are u
WARNING RANDOM THOUGHT THAT HAS NOTHIGN TO DO WITH WHAT I WROTE:
something cool i learned yesterday was what C.S lewis wrote...he wrote that hell is locked from the inside... you know i always heard people talk to hell about it like that but those exact words engraved it into my brain... i love it so much now...
ITS SNOWINGG!!!! WHAT THE FREAK
Monday, April 02, 2007
Jesus overload
whew just got back from RYC.... youth retreats are soo different from college ones... esp being a counselor ...although my weeks are packed ive been away for the 4 weekends of march whether it was retreats or spring break ...
so tired from the lack of sleep... 3 exams this weekk .. gonna be a little tought but im nto so stressed about it...
man this semseters almost over..
Jesus overload
whew just got back from RYC.... youth retreats are soo different from college ones... esp being a counselor ...although my weeks are packed ive been away for the 4 weekends of march whether it was retreats or spring break ...
so tired from the lack of sleep... 3 exams this weekk .. gonna be a little tought but im nto so stressed about it...
man this semseters almost over..
Thursday, March 29, 2007
and as life progresses this is what it becomes?
as each new year passes byas more candles are added on and as i once again count the days to summer....
i realize there is less and less time for myself.... is this how life is?? .. work life i mean... where there is rarely any time to do what you want?... i guess it makes sense to say choose a job not for money but for your joy.....
but as each year passes and life gets a lot more bussier..... it also seems to go by at a faster rate... i mean... its already 2:50 am!!... wait its already thursday!!!... WAIT A MINUTE its already the end of MARCH?!?!... HOLY CRAP IM FREAKING 20!!??!!? WHATS GOING ON HERE??
dangggg..... and at the age of 13 our teacher would ask ... "and where would u be in about 10 years".... well if i were to listen to my ideas than i better get a serious girlfriend in about 3 years.... i must also get a secure well paying job in 3 years.... and in 3 years i would have bought a cool car and house.... maybe this just how naive i was at 13... or maybe im making Mike Kim at 13 really regret the actions Mike kim at present chose throughout his life....
I mean im so happy with my present state of life.... but ... why is it goign by so fast....
i seriously have to stop and smell some roses as i continue...
and as life progresses this is what it becomes?
as each new year passes byas more candles are added on and as i once again count the days to summer....
i realize there is less and less time for myself.... is this how life is?? .. work life i mean... where there is rarely any time to do what you want?... i guess it makes sense to say choose a job not for money but for your joy.....
but as each year passes and life gets a lot more bussier..... it also seems to go by at a faster rate... i mean... its already 2:50 am!!... wait its already thursday!!!... WAIT A MINUTE its already the end of MARCH?!?!... HOLY CRAP IM FREAKING 20!!??!!? WHATS GOING ON HERE??
dangggg..... and at the age of 13 our teacher would ask ... "and where would u be in about 10 years".... well if i were to listen to my ideas than i better get a serious girlfriend in about 3 years.... i must also get a secure well paying job in 3 years.... and in 3 years i would have bought a cool car and house.... maybe this just how naive i was at 13... or maybe im making Mike Kim at 13 really regret the actions Mike kim at present chose throughout his life....
I mean im so happy with my present state of life.... but ... why is it goign by so fast....
i seriously have to stop and smell some roses as i continue...
Monday, March 19, 2007
stressin breastin
coming back to school is so stresssfullll... theres so much on my mind
- the internship i was hoping for fell through- i have to constantly call my health isnurance company cuz i ahave to see orthopedic and its sooo annoying-have to pay money cuz my car is funkalicious - this week is just packed with work and tests and next week isnt any easier - i have to search for a job for next year... but i really dont want to.... but if i dont look now i might not even end up with a job .... sheeeeshhhhers - keeping up my grades obviously.... - my side of the room is always messy for some reason....
dang i need stresss relievers.... i guess going on spring was an awesome way to get away... but i realized it was just putting eerything else aside... haha hey hey dont get me wrong the trip was freaking awesome....
im still amazed at how we got a huge nice house.... i think that in itself just prove God exists... and all this time before we got the house i was like... FREAKING WHY CAINT WE FIND A HOUSE... when in fact we got the best one..... and a week before spring break it was suppsoe to rain in pensicola on saturday.... then the day after the storm moved to sunday... and then the day after that it moved to monday... etc ..etc... so basically we only experienced the rain when we were in our cars leaving.. haha so sweet..... yeah yeah jet skiing was awesome, so was teh food,, and the beach and ocean were gorgeous... and the houses was spectacular... but u kno waht... the talks i had with everyone just made it so much better... the company made the trip.... esp that demon dog....
even now i think all ive done since ive came back was just look at the pictures reminiscing about it all....
i just wanna wake up to a warm sunny day. hearing the oceans crash and the water shine... and the smell of jess cooking.. mann just one more timee
stressin breastin
coming back to school is so stresssfullll... theres so much on my mind
- the internship i was hoping for fell through- i have to constantly call my health isnurance company cuz i ahave to see orthopedic and its sooo annoying-have to pay money cuz my car is funkalicious - this week is just packed with work and tests and next week isnt any easier - i have to search for a job for next year... but i really dont want to.... but if i dont look now i might not even end up with a job .... sheeeeshhhhers - keeping up my grades obviously.... - my side of the room is always messy for some reason....
dang i need stresss relievers.... i guess going on spring was an awesome way to get away... but i realized it was just putting eerything else aside... haha hey hey dont get me wrong the trip was freaking awesome....
im still amazed at how we got a huge nice house.... i think that in itself just prove God exists... and all this time before we got the house i was like... FREAKING WHY CAINT WE FIND A HOUSE... when in fact we got the best one..... and a week before spring break it was suppsoe to rain in pensicola on saturday.... then the day after the storm moved to sunday... and then the day after that it moved to monday... etc ..etc... so basically we only experienced the rain when we were in our cars leaving.. haha so sweet..... yeah yeah jet skiing was awesome, so was teh food,, and the beach and ocean were gorgeous... and the houses was spectacular... but u kno waht... the talks i had with everyone just made it so much better... the company made the trip.... esp that demon dog....
even now i think all ive done since ive came back was just look at the pictures reminiscing about it all....
i just wanna wake up to a warm sunny day. hearing the oceans crash and the water shine... and the smell of jess cooking.. mann just one more timee
Monday, March 12, 2007
at the beach!!
suppp dudes and dudettesssss.....
IM AT FLORIDA NONW... FREAKAINNG GULF IS SO CLEAR!!! WHITE SAND BLUE WATER I LOVE IT... we're plaaying mafia now.. .freakinng makaes me so FRUSTRATTED haaha .. so im doing a onnlinne confessionall.. im juat atellinng u nonw i love this pring break and its onnly 2 days in.. PEAACE OUT YALLL
(in the south)
at the beach!!
suppp dudes and dudettesssss.....
IM AT FLORIDA NONW... FREAKAINNG GULF IS SO CLEAR!!! WHITE SAND BLUE WATER I LOVE IT... we're plaaying mafia now.. .freakinng makaes me so FRUSTRATTED haaha .. so im doing a onnlinne confessionall.. im juat atellinng u nonw i love this pring break and its onnly 2 days in.. PEAACE OUT YALLL
(in the south)
thinger thanger
haha so some of u might not be all curious and some of u might ... like gay peter haha ... butttttt i was thinkign about writing about here in my experience... btu iddint want to... i actually went through somethign great and its not worth writing here on xang becaus i feel like might lose some of its spiritualness ... but i def feel like a sick person Jesus healed who was told not to tell anyone about him... i fee like that sick person because i am healed and now i want to tell everyone about my experience... so if u wanna meett up and hear it id be glad to tell my faith journey as well as listen to yours... o yeah thats another thing im all abotu listening to eveyron elses faith journey cuz its so awesome to hear so yeah
haha so some of u might not be all curious and some of u might ... like gay peter haha ... butttttt i was thinkign about writing about here in my experience... btu iddint want to... i actually went through somethign great and its not worth writing here on xang becaus i feel like might lose some of its spiritualness ... but i def feel like a sick person Jesus healed who was told not to tell anyone about him... i fee like that sick person because i am healed and now i want to tell everyone about my experience... so if u wanna meett up and hear it id be glad to tell my faith journey as well as listen to yours... o yeah thats another thing im all abotu listening to eveyron elses faith journey cuz its so awesome to hear so yeah
Sunday, March 04, 2007
wow
I had the best experience this past weekend... Ive learned and grew so much.. too much that i will have to seperate everything into diff entries and days
wow
I had the best experience this past weekend... Ive learned and grew so much.. too much that i will have to seperate everything into diff entries and days
holy crap
wow i thoguht today was gonna be easy... i went to class at 9 then bought a card for my sisters bday then i went home to nap then wake up and study for my quiz... i woke up and checked my cas schedule to see what we were doing today..... I HAD TO WRITE A SPEECH!!... it was 1130 and i had to write a speech of 4-6 minutes by 415... hoyl crap i was freaking the f out.. ive never been so nervous.... BUT I DID IT.. AND IM AWESOME.. AND I LOVE JESUS... ithink when u go from a very low to a very high u love everyone... i thank God so much
wow i thoguht today was gonna be easy... i went to class at 9 then bought a card for my sisters bday then i went home to nap then wake up and study for my quiz... i woke up and checked my cas schedule to see what we were doing today..... I HAD TO WRITE A SPEECH!!... it was 1130 and i had to write a speech of 4-6 minutes by 415... hoyl crap i was freaking the f out.. ive never been so nervous.... BUT I DID IT.. AND IM AWESOME.. AND I LOVE JESUS... ithink when u go from a very low to a very high u love everyone... i thank God so much
Monday, January 29, 2007
it must be pms
I think its that time of month..... well not like that but i think every month theres a cycle of moods i trip through..theres happy about life stage which happens often but only for a short amount of time...anger stage which rarely happens but its pretty bad ...confused about life stage... which is actualyl neverending... and now im currently in my bored/ what to do stage..actually i think its a mixture now with the seeking of happiness and being bored... my weekends are dying down.. its fun but.... yeah... i think the only reason i go out is because i dont want to know that i wasted a weekend.
i listened to a lecture from peter kreeft... who is a great philospher/catholic from BC .... he has one of the best talks ever.... u guys should listen to it but im gonna make a breaf summary and put aeverything in quotes, the one that got me so into him was his talk about happiness Vs. Jesus and happiness....
"first of all i think every philospher and person came to an agreement that every human seeks happiness.. not as a means but as a ends......(which is def the hardest part about it), but culturally i think you guys would agree that the 9 most importnat things to be happy would be, 1 - wealth - i mean if someone had a huge smile on their face wouldnt you say what happend did u just win the lottery, if u would ask this that means that that would be the thing that puts a huge smile on your face, 2- conquest of nature, be king, conquer of the world 3 - freedom from pain- wouldnt u guys agree that the most profound thing created was anesthetic... no physical pain? 4- self esteem- obv this with pride and self belief we come to realize we can do anyhting, exapnding our potential with the heart to do everything 5- justice - securing ones rights, ideal that they want for themselves and for eveyrone else 6- sex- obv this would be in this culture, people talk about it like a drug as if it were the closest thing to heaven on earth. 7- winning- sports, games, fantasy- we want to be succesful not failures, 8- honored - we wnat to be honored or famous , but eveyrone wants to be excepted 9 - longer life
wouldnt u say that this is necessary, wouldnt u say that if someone were to say that happiness was in their opposites something that they wouldnt want to achieve that they were insane??.. obv, but lets try some thing out, now imagine there was preacher, who taught exactly that, (opposite of alll these ingredients), wouldnt u claim that he was insane, ok ok, lets stretch it a little further, now what if this preacher was the most profound preacher in all the world history acknowledged by eveyrone who believid and didnt believe in him?... insane right?..but there was and it was at the sermon on the mount beg with the beatitudes
to our desire for wealth, blessed are the poor in spirit - desire for painlessness, blessed are those who mourn, -conquest, blessed are the meek - conentment with ourselves he says blessed are the those who hunger for righteousness.- justice, blessed are those who are merciful - sex, blessed are hte pure in heart,- conquest , blessed are the peeacemakes - acceptance blessed are those who persecuted and desire for more life he offers the cross.
happiness is short, its contentment, but being blessed is eternal. To somone who is insane it is the sane outsider who is insane. And i think Jesus lets us know that we are the insane in this lunatic asylum. And this is why i respect every saint. becaue every saint had something special about them. Not that they were holy but that they were sinners. Sinners believe that they are saints where as saints believe they are sinners... saints thrive for a passion of being holy nad i think thats what we all need."
"In light of heaven, the worst suffering earth, a life full of the most atrocious tortures earth, will be seen to be no more serious than one night in an inconvenient hotel." -mother Theresa
either way i have to first get myself to realize this in order to believe it, then do it.
at least i know i grew spiritually/mentally .. man theres so many actions i regret in the past...
i dont kno what i want.... but i want something now....
im jumping around everywhere and this is not transitionaing anymore...
gooodddnitteeeee
o yeah school sucks... freaking so many classes and gay busy work
Monday, November 27, 2006
and i would give my final breath to know you in your death and resurrection
wow the RYC retreat was def the best retreat i have ever been to. I got and learned so many things out of that retreat and was blown away... my expectations were way off and i really wish it couldve been longer.. i caint wait for RYC renewal..
starting with the best car ride ever haha there were random awkward conversations going on but it was hilarious.. the beach was awesome too.. o wait i meant... pattys wipe out was awesome too... but yeah the LAKE WAS AWESOME IT WAS SO PRETTY AND BLUE but i didnt take pictures.. ill post them up next time as i steal megans pics
first off the counselors were prob the best haha everyone was nice and welcoming and the humour and jokes wouldnt stop.. the talks, activities and the games were also lifting as well.. since ive never been to the first part of RYC i felt like i was a student and a couselor as wellmy small group was awesome.. it was so good to see all the shy kids open up... all the people who looked at me and dongwook with the face (im gonna kill you) and turn out to lead the discussions... haha also a great partner who knew what he was doing .. otherwise i woudlve been lost without my sexy 7 foot crazy inches friend.. and yes maryland is better than BC hahathe confession was the highlight of the whole retreat.. (the confession and people made it) but yeah this was def the longest confession ive ever had and def emotional too... for no reason whatsoever haha i think it was because everythign that was bothering/confusing me everythign that was making me feel guilty.. everything was taken off my back.. father franco (right?) yeah he answered all my questions and i love where i am as a catholic because i found my road again.. and i realize with religion and life that with every answer theres another question.. but this time i can smile confused knowing that my questinos will always be answered... this was the first time also that i saw God through another to answer my questions ANDDDD after he absolved me he said he absovled my from baptism..... this really motivates me to live a clean slate... no priest has every absolved me this way...
hahaha well thats that and i love life as of now... i kno that my feeling will change but at least i kno where i stand.. im so happy
and diana needs to give me a poster that says *welgum to ryc renewal* hahaha jk.... sorta...
i hate taking out my camera so i didnt take much pictures hopefully eveyrone will send them to me yesssuh
it must be pms
I think its that time of month..... well not like that but i think every month theres a cycle of moods i trip through..theres happy about life stage which happens often but only for a short amount of time...anger stage which rarely happens but its pretty bad ...confused about life stage... which is actualyl neverending... and now im currently in my bored/ what to do stage..actually i think its a mixture now with the seeking of happiness and being bored... my weekends are dying down.. its fun but.... yeah... i think the only reason i go out is because i dont want to know that i wasted a weekend.
i listened to a lecture from peter kreeft... who is a great philospher/catholic from BC .... he has one of the best talks ever.... u guys should listen to it but im gonna make a breaf summary and put aeverything in quotes, the one that got me so into him was his talk about happiness Vs. Jesus and happiness....
"first of all i think every philospher and person came to an agreement that every human seeks happiness.. not as a means but as a ends......(which is def the hardest part about it), but culturally i think you guys would agree that the 9 most importnat things to be happy would be, 1 - wealth - i mean if someone had a huge smile on their face wouldnt you say what happend did u just win the lottery, if u would ask this that means that that would be the thing that puts a huge smile on your face, 2- conquest of nature, be king, conquer of the world 3 - freedom from pain- wouldnt u guys agree that the most profound thing created was anesthetic... no physical pain? 4- self esteem- obv this with pride and self belief we come to realize we can do anyhting, exapnding our potential with the heart to do everything 5- justice - securing ones rights, ideal that they want for themselves and for eveyrone else 6- sex- obv this would be in this culture, people talk about it like a drug as if it were the closest thing to heaven on earth. 7- winning- sports, games, fantasy- we want to be succesful not failures, 8- honored - we wnat to be honored or famous , but eveyrone wants to be excepted 9 - longer life
wouldnt u say that this is necessary, wouldnt u say that if someone were to say that happiness was in their opposites something that they wouldnt want to achieve that they were insane??.. obv, but lets try some thing out, now imagine there was preacher, who taught exactly that, (opposite of alll these ingredients), wouldnt u claim that he was insane, ok ok, lets stretch it a little further, now what if this preacher was the most profound preacher in all the world history acknowledged by eveyrone who believid and didnt believe in him?... insane right?..but there was and it was at the sermon on the mount beg with the beatitudes
to our desire for wealth, blessed are the poor in spirit - desire for painlessness, blessed are those who mourn, -conquest, blessed are the meek - conentment with ourselves he says blessed are the those who hunger for righteousness.- justice, blessed are those who are merciful - sex, blessed are hte pure in heart,- conquest , blessed are the peeacemakes - acceptance blessed are those who persecuted and desire for more life he offers the cross.
happiness is short, its contentment, but being blessed is eternal. To somone who is insane it is the sane outsider who is insane. And i think Jesus lets us know that we are the insane in this lunatic asylum. And this is why i respect every saint. becaue every saint had something special about them. Not that they were holy but that they were sinners. Sinners believe that they are saints where as saints believe they are sinners... saints thrive for a passion of being holy nad i think thats what we all need."
"In light of heaven, the worst suffering earth, a life full of the most atrocious tortures earth, will be seen to be no more serious than one night in an inconvenient hotel." -mother Theresa
either way i have to first get myself to realize this in order to believe it, then do it.
at least i know i grew spiritually/mentally .. man theres so many actions i regret in the past...
i dont kno what i want.... but i want something now....
im jumping around everywhere and this is not transitionaing anymore...
gooodddnitteeeee
o yeah school sucks... freaking so many classes and gay busy work
Monday, November 27, 2006
and i would give my final breath to know you in your death and resurrection
wow the RYC retreat was def the best retreat i have ever been to. I got and learned so many things out of that retreat and was blown away... my expectations were way off and i really wish it couldve been longer.. i caint wait for RYC renewal..
starting with the best car ride ever haha there were random awkward conversations going on but it was hilarious.. the beach was awesome too.. o wait i meant... pattys wipe out was awesome too... but yeah the LAKE WAS AWESOME IT WAS SO PRETTY AND BLUE but i didnt take pictures.. ill post them up next time as i steal megans pics
first off the counselors were prob the best haha everyone was nice and welcoming and the humour and jokes wouldnt stop.. the talks, activities and the games were also lifting as well.. since ive never been to the first part of RYC i felt like i was a student and a couselor as wellmy small group was awesome.. it was so good to see all the shy kids open up... all the people who looked at me and dongwook with the face (im gonna kill you) and turn out to lead the discussions... haha also a great partner who knew what he was doing .. otherwise i woudlve been lost without my sexy 7 foot crazy inches friend.. and yes maryland is better than BC hahathe confession was the highlight of the whole retreat.. (the confession and people made it) but yeah this was def the longest confession ive ever had and def emotional too... for no reason whatsoever haha i think it was because everythign that was bothering/confusing me everythign that was making me feel guilty.. everything was taken off my back.. father franco (right?) yeah he answered all my questions and i love where i am as a catholic because i found my road again.. and i realize with religion and life that with every answer theres another question.. but this time i can smile confused knowing that my questinos will always be answered... this was the first time also that i saw God through another to answer my questions ANDDDD after he absolved me he said he absovled my from baptism..... this really motivates me to live a clean slate... no priest has every absolved me this way...
hahaha well thats that and i love life as of now... i kno that my feeling will change but at least i kno where i stand.. im so happy
and diana needs to give me a poster that says *welgum to ryc renewal* hahaha jk.... sorta...
i hate taking out my camera so i didnt take much pictures hopefully eveyrone will send them to me yesssuh
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
just like musicgoing with the fam to get new phones today... hope fully our numbers wont change... i hate like making a new SN or getting a new number and having to tell everyone.. cuz usually when someone does that to me i never save them on my phone till after they call me ... someitmes not even that....haha went to another havarford party yesterday... no campus police... its run by student honor code... so obviously there was some ruckussing about.. but it was a great party nonetheless.. random people were there but more importantly me best friends that i grew up with form preschool were all there man breaks basically already over for me... ggobble gobble tomorrow i caint wait.. im gonna eat absoultly nothing tomorrow until dinner i caint even think of how technology progressed... it was so gradual that it never hit me till now ... as i type on a blog chatting to people while still all being on the toilet at the same time... i wouldve thought this would be crazy 10 some years ago...although being 21 has its perks .. i dont wanna grow up... who does....but i feel like oncei reach 21 its like .... im old.. cuz theres no other age to look forward to... u jsut get .... really old??...... i guess 50 but by then ur old.... dang... i still feel like im 14 year old with a diff personlaity....well some are same.... actaulyl maybe im still 14..my dad sold dan and jins house so they were looking for a new house and the best hhouse they saw was up the street from us... its a new develoment that was jsut built and the house they are about to gett IS BALLLINNNNN ... so huge and nice... best couches ever
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
yess sirr
HUGE UPDATE ON LIFE WITH RANDOM NOTES -good stuff.... i mean it's going well...i actuality hardcore studied for this one test and it felt good .. although doing it often wouldnt feel as good but i mean once in a while is ok right?? haha well although the class is pretty tough it's def interesting..... im a curious person.. one of those little kids that would always ask"why" to everything... and in landscape architecture we learn what influenced the people to build what they built....our teacher shows us why its built... of course im never really in class but thanks to dan ha adn nittany notes.. i didnt have to go at all
- my other classes seem ok ... my spring schedule is packed ... i might change some of it http://lionschedules.com/jariai
- my major... welll im still iffyy wheteher or not its for me but .. i caint really think of anything FOR me... def caint be a pencil pusher... and yeha... hmm who knows...
- besides from classes everything is awesome... def mroe invovled this year in everything and i met a bunch of new people... i guesss this huge school is awesome for that... meeting people left and right....
- man.. i havnt heard from ritz carlton recently... hopefully theyll give me a call for the internship spot.. i would really want it .. either way i need to intern SOMEWHERE .. hopefully Bora could start being a nice person instead of her usual mean self and hook me up with a job.. haha jk.. i could go to aramark... but i really rather go hotels for now at least .. but its good to have options
- laundry day ruins my life
- my weekends are getting better: its so hard keeping intouch with my highschool friends tho .. i want to balance between but its soooo hardddddddd....gahh...o well i see them time to time... theyre def awesome to hang out with.. all of them are so crazy... haha... and i thin ktahts why i would like to hang out with them more.... its so fun recalling a crazy night and talking about it during brunch... or entertainer other friends about what happen.. haha... man i miss them highschool days
- john legends CD is freaking awesome.. i love this guy... so smoooothhhh... man ... so smooth.. i bet he gets all these girls
-i get to go home this friday night i caint wait to go home and see my family..... i actually would like to see my dog too go figure haha ..missing 2 unimportant classes but who cares i bought the notes haha
- i caint wait for winter break either.. i mean CHRISTMAS... and then lots of snowboardinggg.. and also my parents 25th aniv was this past halloween..but they want me and jane to hang out with them too.. haha i guess thats fun for us.. but isnt it their anniversery??.. hopefully we will do soemthing cool .. korea sounds good but i dont tthink so... esp cuz i need to go SNOWBOARDING
-going to RYC retreat next week asa counselor... i sorta need to go as a student tho... i reaaalllly need this retreat.. haha my parents were all about senidng me too.. haha maybe they jsut wanted to get rid of me haha..
-apartments will be crazy next year ... trying to cook for myself... beating up joe song... making dan man gay.. eating john cho... speaking of john cho hes in this movie
yess sirr
HUGE UPDATE ON LIFE WITH RANDOM NOTES -good stuff.... i mean it's going well...i actuality hardcore studied for this one test and it felt good .. although doing it often wouldnt feel as good but i mean once in a while is ok right?? haha well although the class is pretty tough it's def interesting..... im a curious person.. one of those little kids that would always ask"why" to everything... and in landscape architecture we learn what influenced the people to build what they built....our teacher shows us why its built... of course im never really in class but thanks to dan ha adn nittany notes.. i didnt have to go at all
- my other classes seem ok ... my spring schedule is packed ... i might change some of it http://lionschedules.com/jariai
- my major... welll im still iffyy wheteher or not its for me but .. i caint really think of anything FOR me... def caint be a pencil pusher... and yeha... hmm who knows...
- besides from classes everything is awesome... def mroe invovled this year in everything and i met a bunch of new people... i guesss this huge school is awesome for that... meeting people left and right....
- man.. i havnt heard from ritz carlton recently... hopefully theyll give me a call for the internship spot.. i would really want it .. either way i need to intern SOMEWHERE .. hopefully Bora could start being a nice person instead of her usual mean self and hook me up with a job.. haha jk.. i could go to aramark... but i really rather go hotels for now at least .. but its good to have options
- laundry day ruins my life
- my weekends are getting better: its so hard keeping intouch with my highschool friends tho .. i want to balance between but its soooo hardddddddd....gahh...o well i see them time to time... theyre def awesome to hang out with.. all of them are so crazy... haha... and i thin ktahts why i would like to hang out with them more.... its so fun recalling a crazy night and talking about it during brunch... or entertainer other friends about what happen.. haha... man i miss them highschool days
- john legends CD is freaking awesome.. i love this guy... so smoooothhhh... man ... so smooth.. i bet he gets all these girls
-i get to go home this friday night i caint wait to go home and see my family..... i actually would like to see my dog too go figure haha ..missing 2 unimportant classes but who cares i bought the notes haha
- i caint wait for winter break either.. i mean CHRISTMAS... and then lots of snowboardinggg.. and also my parents 25th aniv was this past halloween..but they want me and jane to hang out with them too.. haha i guess thats fun for us.. but isnt it their anniversery??.. hopefully we will do soemthing cool .. korea sounds good but i dont tthink so... esp cuz i need to go SNOWBOARDING
-going to RYC retreat next week asa counselor... i sorta need to go as a student tho... i reaaalllly need this retreat.. haha my parents were all about senidng me too.. haha maybe they jsut wanted to get rid of me haha..
-apartments will be crazy next year ... trying to cook for myself... beating up joe song... making dan man gay.. eating john cho... speaking of john cho hes in this movie
halloween
this weekend..
all will fear....
EN FUEGO
this weekend..
all will fear....
EN FUEGO
Sunday, October 08, 2006
campingcamping was really fun.. it was one of the best times for me to sorta get away with all the guys...and on the car ride there luke kept saying.. " what if this was a retreat and i tricked all of u" and i said " i woudl shoot u" but after friday night and the qt on the boat... i kinda wish it was more of a retreat... i mean maybe 1 day longer so we could do more religious stuff but praying and reading the QT def capped this weekend off. i had a great time. joe song and i always said that at penn state theres only 2 things to do on weekends..... party or do nothing ....but i guess this kinda proved it wrong... but u have to look really hard and work really hard to do it... and money is a def problem too.... and we really only actually camped for about 12 cuz 6 of the hours we were sleeping and 3 was in the car... and it still was aa lot of fun. i did take some photos but its all nature shots.... everyone else took photos tho... i think the best picture was john cho's big foot moment
campingcamping was really fun.. it was one of the best times for me to sorta get away with all the guys...and on the car ride there luke kept saying.. " what if this was a retreat and i tricked all of u" and i said " i woudl shoot u" but after friday night and the qt on the boat... i kinda wish it was more of a retreat... i mean maybe 1 day longer so we could do more religious stuff but praying and reading the QT def capped this weekend off. i had a great time. joe song and i always said that at penn state theres only 2 things to do on weekends..... party or do nothing ....but i guess this kinda proved it wrong... but u have to look really hard and work really hard to do it... and money is a def problem too.... and we really only actually camped for about 12 cuz 6 of the hours we were sleeping and 3 was in the car... and it still was aa lot of fun. i did take some photos but its all nature shots.... everyone else took photos tho... i think the best picture was john cho's big foot moment
Saturday, September 30, 2006
ArfI seemed to have lost touch with my friends from highschool, i mean the ones that go to this school... its kinda hard to balance your time for both..... mannn.. kinda wish i could start over like from highschool without the ignorance of , no second chances... but i guess u never really learn unless it happens... i guess im glad i learned... but then what if i never get the another chance again... then ill never get the "history repeats itself learn from it deal"... more like the. "thats life suck it up" kinda thing... i guess im being broad and not specifying anything but this relates to a wholllleeeee bunch of things... and im kinda jsut blabbling now.in my accounting recitation class in one of the business buildings a girl walked in about 20 minutes late with her baby... it was really cute but really sad... i jsut figured she coudlnt find anyone to watch her..... she had to leavea after 30 mintues cuzz the baby was crying.... man so depressing... but i wanted to play with the baby.... at least the baby added SOME kinda of amusement... my classes seem so boring now..i stepped in puke last nigth...FREAKIN GROSS.uncertain of future, apathetic about present, regretful about past.. but as of now im satisfied
ArfI seemed to have lost touch with my friends from highschool, i mean the ones that go to this school... its kinda hard to balance your time for both..... mannn.. kinda wish i could start over like from highschool without the ignorance of , no second chances... but i guess u never really learn unless it happens... i guess im glad i learned... but then what if i never get the another chance again... then ill never get the "history repeats itself learn from it deal"... more like the. "thats life suck it up" kinda thing... i guess im being broad and not specifying anything but this relates to a wholllleeeee bunch of things... and im kinda jsut blabbling now.in my accounting recitation class in one of the business buildings a girl walked in about 20 minutes late with her baby... it was really cute but really sad... i jsut figured she coudlnt find anyone to watch her..... she had to leavea after 30 mintues cuzz the baby was crying.... man so depressing... but i wanted to play with the baby.... at least the baby added SOME kinda of amusement... my classes seem so boring now..i stepped in puke last nigth...FREAKIN GROSS.uncertain of future, apathetic about present, regretful about past.. but as of now im satisfied
Monday, July 03, 2006
OK so its been awhile since we went but here are some pictures of the shore at ???? i forget anyway it was realll nice place tho but yeah here are the picture
at 7 in the mornin .. great place to run and me and joe found the best place to eat at like 600 well everyone else went ther after but they ate at the tables... me and joe ate at the cafe part... IT WAS LIKE A LIBRARY sorta... well there was books and magazines u could read freely and cafe windows opened up to a agreat fiew of the sunrise off the ocean MAN i wish i brought my camera but i was too busy enjoying the food anwya
this is at like 5.... hmm too blurry
SHORE
although i was only there for a day it was hilarious .... i wanted to take more pictures but i wouldve def felt gay if i were to say.. " HEY LETS ALL COME TOGETEHR FOR A GROUP PHOTO YEAH!" ... so the only 2 photos i took were candid but yeah.... the shore was awesome ... i think i was laughing about half the time.... and for some of the time i was sleeping ... as for the rest i was def smiling. Well i got there around 10ish and hit the beach rite away ... stayed there until 2 and went back to his house and played at the bay and went on the wave runner and did some pole jiumping (explained later)...... we grilled then balled then went out which was very humorous... we were rollin squad deep!... it was about 12 of us me mike jeff zac, were the usual crowd.. grew up since preschool and have always been. then there was mikes gf kath. and zacs buddies izzy, billmyer,wallace, and fitz. and we met up with jeffs friends gilroy voss and owen.
BOARDWALK
i named those kids to tell a story. Before we went out to owens place we hit the boardwalk for some ice cream. And as always there are tuff guy highschoolers hehe .... but the thing izzy gilroy and voss still play fball as lineman.... gilroy is 6'3 310 at georgetown... voss is 6'3 330 at g tech and izzy is 6'5 a wopping 350 at mich... so what wed do was pick fights with everyone and when anyone would talk back izzy gilroy and voss would just start barking at them and some of them sprtinted away HAHAHAHHA IT WAS SO FUNNNY... wow i never had such a better time... of course we never pruposly went on the boardwalk to that... zac wanted ice crem so we were forced to have fun ok? haha
SUNDAY
well sunday we just ate some breakfast and picked zacs dads boat and went tubing and i left shortly after...
ipole jumping zac on bottom fitz on top
the bay
of cours i woudlve taken the camera on the boat but i def didnt wanted to get harassed haha but i kinda wished i did... i def wish i took more pictures but i went down to have fun and not be a tourist
but until next time
later days
OK so its been awhile since we went but here are some pictures of the shore at ???? i forget anyway it was realll nice place tho but yeah here are the picture
at 7 in the mornin .. great place to run and me and joe found the best place to eat at like 600 well everyone else went ther after but they ate at the tables... me and joe ate at the cafe part... IT WAS LIKE A LIBRARY sorta... well there was books and magazines u could read freely and cafe windows opened up to a agreat fiew of the sunrise off the ocean MAN i wish i brought my camera but i was too busy enjoying the food anwya
this is at like 5.... hmm too blurry
SHORE
although i was only there for a day it was hilarious .... i wanted to take more pictures but i wouldve def felt gay if i were to say.. " HEY LETS ALL COME TOGETEHR FOR A GROUP PHOTO YEAH!" ... so the only 2 photos i took were candid but yeah.... the shore was awesome ... i think i was laughing about half the time.... and for some of the time i was sleeping ... as for the rest i was def smiling. Well i got there around 10ish and hit the beach rite away ... stayed there until 2 and went back to his house and played at the bay and went on the wave runner and did some pole jiumping (explained later)...... we grilled then balled then went out which was very humorous... we were rollin squad deep!... it was about 12 of us me mike jeff zac, were the usual crowd.. grew up since preschool and have always been. then there was mikes gf kath. and zacs buddies izzy, billmyer,wallace, and fitz. and we met up with jeffs friends gilroy voss and owen.
BOARDWALK
i named those kids to tell a story. Before we went out to owens place we hit the boardwalk for some ice cream. And as always there are tuff guy highschoolers hehe .... but the thing izzy gilroy and voss still play fball as lineman.... gilroy is 6'3 310 at georgetown... voss is 6'3 330 at g tech and izzy is 6'5 a wopping 350 at mich... so what wed do was pick fights with everyone and when anyone would talk back izzy gilroy and voss would just start barking at them and some of them sprtinted away HAHAHAHHA IT WAS SO FUNNNY... wow i never had such a better time... of course we never pruposly went on the boardwalk to that... zac wanted ice crem so we were forced to have fun ok? haha
SUNDAY
well sunday we just ate some breakfast and picked zacs dads boat and went tubing and i left shortly after...
ipole jumping zac on bottom fitz on top
the bay
of cours i woudlve taken the camera on the boat but i def didnt wanted to get harassed haha but i kinda wished i did... i def wish i took more pictures but i went down to have fun and not be a tourist
but until next time
later days
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
ok so i should be writing my paper but i just had a convo about friends with a friend jina...
3 types of friends
associate - person u say hi to here and there and just make small talk but caint really have a deep convo with
friend - someone who u could talk about most things with and who u hang out with most of the time. the person who is in your click and just has the same interests u do. someone you easily get along with
best friend - i only have one ..... but this person is someone who u tell everythign to basically hes/shes family to u.... and also this story my dad ALWAYS tells me will also show what a best friend is
my dad always lectures me when were one and one. its usually kinda corny cuz sometimes his english aint so great but i guess sayign over and over again works well heres his story about friends prob one of the most inspiring i heard: Theres this rich man who had a son. His son was very spoiled. Lets call his son Todd. Well todd was spoiled and everyone wanted to hang out with him. basically cause he was rich and would by all his friends drinks and neat stuff whenever he went out. he came home one day after going out and meeting more people and was tlakign to his dad. " hey dad i have so many friends and there all so nice and man you would be so proud of me cuz im so popular". father: "really are u sure there ur true friends why dont i show u something". He told todd to slaughter a pig and put the pig in a bag and then told him what he wanted todd to do. So todd went to all the friends he knew and knocked on their door with this," hey man i accidently just ran over this guy and i didnt kno what to do can help me?"..... everytime he went to each friend or at least what he thoguht was a friend came up wit ha different response, "no im sorry im busy" "i dont think i an help u" "im working on something" "im eating sandwhiches" u kno etc... so after he did they his father told him "let me show u something" he grabbed the dead pig and walked up to a house. knocked on the door and said hey man i accidently ran over this guy can u help me. and his fathers friend replied "yeah man come in and tell me what happend"
being a friend is easy but i think i think being a best friend would mean u would have to prove urself like crazy....
ok so i should be writing my paper but i just had a convo about friends with a friend jina...
3 types of friends
associate - person u say hi to here and there and just make small talk but caint really have a deep convo with
friend - someone who u could talk about most things with and who u hang out with most of the time. the person who is in your click and just has the same interests u do. someone you easily get along with
best friend - i only have one ..... but this person is someone who u tell everythign to basically hes/shes family to u.... and also this story my dad ALWAYS tells me will also show what a best friend is
my dad always lectures me when were one and one. its usually kinda corny cuz sometimes his english aint so great but i guess sayign over and over again works well heres his story about friends prob one of the most inspiring i heard: Theres this rich man who had a son. His son was very spoiled. Lets call his son Todd. Well todd was spoiled and everyone wanted to hang out with him. basically cause he was rich and would by all his friends drinks and neat stuff whenever he went out. he came home one day after going out and meeting more people and was tlakign to his dad. " hey dad i have so many friends and there all so nice and man you would be so proud of me cuz im so popular". father: "really are u sure there ur true friends why dont i show u something". He told todd to slaughter a pig and put the pig in a bag and then told him what he wanted todd to do. So todd went to all the friends he knew and knocked on their door with this," hey man i accidently just ran over this guy and i didnt kno what to do can help me?"..... everytime he went to each friend or at least what he thoguht was a friend came up wit ha different response, "no im sorry im busy" "i dont think i an help u" "im working on something" "im eating sandwhiches" u kno etc... so after he did they his father told him "let me show u something" he grabbed the dead pig and walked up to a house. knocked on the door and said hey man i accidently ran over this guy can u help me. and his fathers friend replied "yeah man come in and tell me what happend"
being a friend is easy but i think i think being a best friend would mean u would have to prove urself like crazy....
back to my paper ... peace out
Sunday, March 12, 2006
spring break at new york
+ hanging out with everyone and seeing the cool stores and what nots at night
- walking everywhere
+ noraebang and generosity of john chos dad
- waking up early
+ fettucini
- getting my bus ticket for $3... paying with a 20 dollar bill then getting 17 susan b anthony coins back.....
all in all good break but .... now i have to go back to be sterssed at stressville with all the stressing
and why is my head still itchy
EDIT
i forgot some of the high points .....
+ seeing yk and using her as a tour guid
- her not coming out to dinner
+ missy treating me to minado!!!! i owe u
- then embarassing me with the pink umbrella
spring break at new york
+ hanging out with everyone and seeing the cool stores and what nots at night
- walking everywhere
+ noraebang and generosity of john chos dad
- waking up early
+ fettucini
- getting my bus ticket for $3... paying with a 20 dollar bill then getting 17 susan b anthony coins back.....
all in all good break but .... now i have to go back to be sterssed at stressville with all the stressing
and why is my head still itchy
EDIT
i forgot some of the high points .....
+ seeing yk and using her as a tour guid
- her not coming out to dinner
+ missy treating me to minado!!!! i owe u
- then embarassing me with the pink umbrella
Friday, February 17, 2006
instead of finishing up my paper ive decided to share a story haha
my friend from highschool who goes to penn sttate ... .hes my lifitng buddy and football friend from back in my hometown.... his little sister has been diagnosed with cancer since his freshman year of highschool......
during our football season of our senior year our team was doing great beating the old #1 state ranked team north penn aka josh kang school haha and we went on to win the catholic league champ beating a national ranked team....... through all this his sister was used as inspiration for joe ( thats my friend ) and joe inspired eveyrone else on the fball team as a leader who also gave great speeches before the locker room.. he was one of those meat heads... he loved heavy metal bands and really showed no emotions but he did study somewhat.. yeah hes jacked too ....but through our football her cancer became really bad and she had to stay in the hopital for a while we also all decided to shave our heads in the beg of the season for football... or so i thoguht till today.......
after lifting in the morning we were walkign back to east talking about some old memories..... we then talked about how each others hairs were abnormally long.... and he was like "maybe ill shave it all off " jokingly .. and i said yeah why dont u (seriously)... and he looked at me and was like yeah right ......
me: why not
joe: i hated having a shaved head
me: then why did u shave ur head and insit on it in the beg of the fball season ..
joe: i didnt force anyone too.. everyone just followed
me: really...
joe: i did it for my sister .... if she didnt have any hair it wasnt fair for anyone else to have it
... haha
instead of finishing up my paper ive decided to share a story haha
my friend from highschool who goes to penn sttate ... .hes my lifitng buddy and football friend from back in my hometown.... his little sister has been diagnosed with cancer since his freshman year of highschool......
during our football season of our senior year our team was doing great beating the old #1 state ranked team north penn aka josh kang school haha and we went on to win the catholic league champ beating a national ranked team....... through all this his sister was used as inspiration for joe ( thats my friend ) and joe inspired eveyrone else on the fball team as a leader who also gave great speeches before the locker room.. he was one of those meat heads... he loved heavy metal bands and really showed no emotions but he did study somewhat.. yeah hes jacked too ....but through our football her cancer became really bad and she had to stay in the hopital for a while we also all decided to shave our heads in the beg of the season for football... or so i thoguht till today.......
after lifting in the morning we were walkign back to east talking about some old memories..... we then talked about how each others hairs were abnormally long.... and he was like "maybe ill shave it all off " jokingly .. and i said yeah why dont u (seriously)... and he looked at me and was like yeah right ......
me: why not
joe: i hated having a shaved head
me: then why did u shave ur head and insit on it in the beg of the fball season ..
joe: i didnt force anyone too.. everyone just followed
me: really...
joe: i did it for my sister .... if she didnt have any hair it wasnt fair for anyone else to have it
... haha
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
@ east comp lab suppose to be doing homework but i felt like updating
this semester is pretty good so far.... my classes dont seem to bad .... my eng class is fun and i learn a lot .... most of the other classes are boring but i guess theyre impt....
anyway spring break time.... newyork!!,... i caint wait.. i think its gonna be so much fun..... time square .... empire state.... korean town.. buying foakleys ... poking old people... altohug we wont be spedning our whole week there the day and night trip will be awesome... im pumped
next year were gonna cruise it .... and its DEF!!!!!... if u guys back out im still going by myself haha .... turns out the roy carribean cruise is pretty cheap fora 7 night all meals and bev paid for ........
winter break... hmmm who knows ....
small world
i was talkign to jun who lives around me and apparently our dads wokred together not only in office but also with like del korean community board... crazyyyyy.... and its so wierd that they were over my house when i was little but i would never rem that day ever ... my parents came up on sunday because it was the last time the person who watches our grandmom was gonna ... watch her .. haha .. yeah so i guess they wouldve never been free.... it was good seeing them... everythings getting so old.....
you kno as u get older u experience more deaths..... and as for me i havnt experienced a close death at all...... kinda scared about it .... cuz what if its all saved up for like one month... or one week..... could i deal with it?..... blah... stupid homework makes me force to think about nonsense
although growing up is great......am i dont growing up when im out of college.....i dont wanna stop growing up.......
college = responsibility
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i think im addicted to 2nd hand smoking
@ east comp lab suppose to be doing homework but i felt like updating
this semester is pretty good so far.... my classes dont seem to bad .... my eng class is fun and i learn a lot .... most of the other classes are boring but i guess theyre impt....
anyway spring break time.... newyork!!,... i caint wait.. i think its gonna be so much fun..... time square .... empire state.... korean town.. buying foakleys ... poking old people... altohug we wont be spedning our whole week there the day and night trip will be awesome... im pumped
next year were gonna cruise it .... and its DEF!!!!!... if u guys back out im still going by myself haha .... turns out the roy carribean cruise is pretty cheap fora 7 night all meals and bev paid for ........
winter break... hmmm who knows ....
small world
i was talkign to jun who lives around me and apparently our dads wokred together not only in office but also with like del korean community board... crazyyyyy.... and its so wierd that they were over my house when i was little but i would never rem that day ever ... my parents came up on sunday because it was the last time the person who watches our grandmom was gonna ... watch her .. haha .. yeah so i guess they wouldve never been free.... it was good seeing them... everythings getting so old.....
you kno as u get older u experience more deaths..... and as for me i havnt experienced a close death at all...... kinda scared about it .... cuz what if its all saved up for like one month... or one week..... could i deal with it?..... blah... stupid homework makes me force to think about nonsense
although growing up is great......am i dont growing up when im out of college.....i dont wanna stop growing up.......
college = responsibility
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i think im addicted to 2nd hand smoking
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